Mar 03, 2005 17:29
just got in from practice. `&; i made jv with miss jamie =]
today all in all was a pretty okay day i guess? i didn't get into trouble at all for anything today =] school was just whatever. i would have to say the funniest thing was when mr.allen asked me about laura kaelea jenn amanda and me getting chased by the 4 oh's [cause that's how we roll] kaelea told him it was because he didn't say his little quote "be safe, be smart `&; if you do all that i'll see you here ____ [whenever our next class day is]" soo he made sure to tell me. then i told alyssa everything that happend `&; she was freaking rolling, she had some funny ass stories too lol. i love that class now too =] that's the only thing that really sticks out. oh yeah and BUCKLEYS HAiR. that was soo funny.
soo when my mom picked me up from practice she told me that my dads grandma..my great gramma [who YES i see] died. i didn't like get it at first as retarded as that sounds. i was just like whoa what? `&; shes like yeah your dad called me `&; told me so i just kinda sat there like silent [for the first time everr]. she hasn't been in the best of health for like the last 5 years, she's been like seeing `&; hearing things `&; in &; outta hospitals.`&; i knew it was coming just i didn't know when.`&; it's just like unreal. its really scary too, because my moms mom its pretty sick right now too `&; shes been here forever, i've cried soo much for my dads gramma `&; don't see her nearly as much as i see my gramma who lives 5 minutes away. it just really sucks. `&; i hate being a baby about things..but it really sucks. i guess that's all i can really cause i'm getting like worked up `&; whatever.
on another bad note..today was lauren robeys last day. that too feels like sureal. it's soo weird. laurens been here shes not MOVING MOVING untill 6am saturday. my last day w/ her at school was today, `&; tomorrows her last night in VA..its so sad. i haven't really cried yet, but i know i'm going to `&; tomorrow when shes not on the bus, then when i have to say by to her friday night [plus everything else that's going on] i'm going to miss her so much. LAUREN YOU BETTER NOT EVER FORGET ME. this really blows. everythings going to change, `&; is changing like right before my eyes. =/ i don't think i like this
random :: i think this is the most MATURE [yeahh bitches amanda michelle martin = mature] entry i have ever wrote. usually i'm just like AHHH OMG BLAH BLAH `&; THIS HAPPENED `&; SHES A HUGE BITCH dfhdfhasf;. but i'm actually making sense right now. thought i should point it out
k i'm going to go. leave comments!
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i think i've found it =]
ps - i better not be grounded this weekend!