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Feb 17, 2009 19:14

Another pooh post:

I found my brain here, guys. So when I'm sitting here having my me time, I think about what I would get for a tattoo.
Obviously I want a boop garter which actually may one day (when I finish bearing children) happen. I won't be scared of my mommy then, will I?
And so I think of words because a portrait of myself might be too vain but the thing I hate about words is even when I really like one (I.e. Sux) I either end up hating it, associating it with something bad or realizing that its stupid.
I really hate that they mean the same thing anytime but what they mean to me changes.

Today was eventful. Firstly, humber students have reading week. I didn't know that when I got there this morning... I was scared.
Second, placement apps finally come out tomorrow. There's this boy in my class who wants the Hilton too. Luckily for me, he failed his test friday. We're friends thought, but he tried stealing my menu plan and pressured me into giving him one of my clementines. Wtfux right?
I got a 93 on that test, btw. Shanbo ftw?!?!
Finally got mastercook running so my project is happpppppeeeennnniiiinnnngggg!! But I gotta figure out a way to print it tomorrow.

I've finally reached a phase in my life where I can deal with having an uncomfortable, redundant conversation with someone, well anyone, and not be a baby.
That being said, facts facts facts I hear and see but I won't say anything to anyone because they're finally out of my life. I'm curious about why one of you hates me, but I don't actually care because you act like you hate me so its not like I'm surprised and bewildered.
And another one of you is a bit too paranoid because I never hated you, I've never been mad at you, you rarely affect me. Just get over it because you can have what you want and do what you please and I'd be happy for you before I would see it negatively.
And one of you, well, you've been down this whole time for me and I've yet to have a reason to doubt you. Let's see how that goes...
and two of you are the only ones that I could never be mad at.
oh and one friend- please think wisely, there's more to this than you think.

I know. If I don't, I guess I'm gonna find out.
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