Feb 21, 2008 10:10
I'm so lonely. It is break, so that is reasonable. But I've been called a cocktease and a bitch about ten times in the last two days because I wont have sex with this guy that I like and who likes me.. If we liked eachother so much, can't we just like, I don't know, whats the word... DATE? What the hell is wrong with people, seriously. Oh well.
My t-mobile bill comes tomarrow and I'm nervous. Good bye texting, phone, and speedy internet acess. My mom can't pay the phone, internet, and cable bills, and soon our heating will be shut off too. I don't have time for a job, and even if I did, I would probably end up spending my money on E and Cigarettes, and countless bowls I would be buying for parties (I know, I'm ashamed too, Kelsey).
All I know is that it is times like these that make me miss Jeans house, Emmett, and no pants parties.
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