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okay so for some reason im really excited about starting school again and for some even stranger reason i think that this year is going to be better and different from every other year! why im thinking that i have NO CLUE! i know that its not! i mean nothing really about me has changed except for that i have gained weight! yay! thats gunna make things better!! WHATEVER! maybe this is why im always depressed! i think that things are going to be good and they dont end up as good as i thought and it pisses me off!! maybe i should just lower my expectations about everything!! like i should just accept guys that drink and smoke...or that i should just tell my "friends" stuff even if they are going to turn around and talk about me or tell other poeple!! i mean what else can i do!?