Mar 04, 2005 13:00
Damn man im so bored at home. all i do is eat take my pills and then go back to sleep cause they knock me out. I wanted to go to school today but umm... i cant not lke this. It hurts so much it really does. i wish it would just go away, but you know i guess i gotta learn to deal with it i mean lifes a bitch and we gotta take what it throws at us with our fists up.... Its weird i acually miss school and im always trying to get outta it. Weird. i would be at lunch right now. I miss my time on the bus with tommy and then when he gets off jose. my daily routines is like confuked. Wow sooo the one thing that i dont miss is seeing Vince, i mean today is 2 4 6 and i didnt want to got to 6th period cause then i would hve to see him and take his crap AGAIN. Im really dizzy so ima go lay down and hope that i dont die.......
him: You know your mad pretty?
me: are you talking to me?
him: who else would i be talking to?
me: ...oh..thank you
him: only cause i really love you
me: i love you too
him: you know my last girlfriend, geez those were the best days of my life
me: really? my ex wasnt really all that, he cheated on me
him: WHAT!!!! imma kick his ass. But like i was saying those were the best days of my life..... until i met you..