Jun 02, 2008 21:59
if i really have been fighting any inner demons, i am completely sure it's your fault. you're relentless in your lack of care for other people's feelings. at the top of your priority list, you'll find the need to express to everyone around you how deeply the little things (being the general course of life) boggle and destroy any possibility of contentment with anything.
get the fuck over yourself.
i'm tired of being surprised by frustration. and i'm tired of hearing your fucking perpetual complaining. you've ruined me. i don't think the confusion i have in identifying myself comes from that stereotypical teenage growth, i think it's you. i spent so much time just paying attention to how i can form my sentences in a way that won't warrant the inevitable snapping response you'll give me, that time to myself was left in the dust. so, for the first time, i'm being selfish.
happy fucking father's day.