a few things

Dec 17, 2011 14:47

1. last night, out of nowhere, i suddenly realized how lonely i've been lately. i miss my asheville friends. hell. i miss my lincolnton friends. i miss having friends i can cuddle with. i miss actual human contact that doesn't consist largely of small talk. i miss people who actually want to spend time with me.

2. as much as i would love to get a place of my own, i know that there is no way on earth that i could actually afford it right now, even with having a job. maybe if i move back in with my step parents and grandma for another year, but i'd really rather not do that. i love them, but i don't want to go back to that. not that it's a bad thing, per se, just that i still feel like i just got out of that house, and i don't want to have to fall back on them so soon.

3. a large part of me wants to skip the "growing up" part and wants to go ahead and jump in to being a crazy cat lady. is there any way that being a crazy cat lady can count as a full time paid job that makes at least 20,000 a year?

4. i'm pretty sure i'm developing swimmer's ear again and I FUCKING HATE IT. this is the second time in 6 months, goddamnit. can i please stop having earaches now?

work, growing up sucks, one is the loneliest number, real world stuff

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