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sooo.... pretty much, to all you fucking _ohihatealicia kids... fuck off.
im so fucking over ur shit. i dont even bother reading the community, its fucking stupid (and full of some of the worst lies ive ever heard), but i know a few ppl who send me copied and pasted shit over AIM ALOTTT... (yes, YOUR OWN TRAITORS. and guess what guys? THERES ALOT OF EM)!!! u know what else? ive had the power this ENTIRE time to shut you guys down whenever i felt like it, but to me, it wasnt even a big deal. ALTHOUGH, it has apparently gotten so bad in there that the "higher up's" in the industry (and LIVEJOURNAL) have contacted me NUMEROUS times asking if i wanted it taken down... and that it could be taken care of in a matter of moments. but you know what, i could care less... trust me... im all about free speech and it's not like reading some of that shit ruin's my day and/or EVER hurts my feelings... but do you guys even realize some of the shit that you have said in there? i could literally SUE you guys, for defimation of character, threats, etcetcetc... and this is coming from LAWYERS, people ive never met in my entire life, who have checked it out before i even knew the extent of some of the comments etc...
im sorry ive tried to keep a public screen name because of BUISNESS CONNECTIONS and FAMILY. but its finally reached the point where i just cant even handle it now. (and no, im not trying to sound "cool", so just shut up). oh, and GOD FORBID i evvvver write what im doing or who im "hanging out" with in my away msg! its a fucking AWAY MESSAGE, thats its JOB! and seriously SHUT THE FUCK UP about me "namedropping"... are you fucking kiddddddddddding me? guess what kids? THESE PEOPLE ARE MY FAMILY... YES, GERARD WAY IS MY FIANCE'S BROTHER! is that weird that we hang out? ABSOLUTLY NOT. and is it wrong of me to say that we're hanging out in my away msg? FUCK NO its not. is it wrong to type that frankie gave me pink eye? FUCK NO. my question to you, is WHY IN THE LIVING FUCK AM I ON YOUR BUDDY LISTS? your in a fucking hate group about me. theres pleanty of ppl i hate in this world, and are they on my buddylist? NO. cause im not fucking psycho and/or obsessive. (and for most of you, YOU HAVENT EVEN MET ME!! or even KNOW someone who actually HAS met me, or even spoke to me for that matter...) please, all i ask, is that you take me off your buddy lists. and leave me and my life alone.
you guys think its so funny that no one else hates the other girlfriends and that they stay out of the picture and all that. but NEWS FLASH GUYS!!!! I WORK IN THE INDUSTRY. I ALWAYS HAVE. AND I WILL CONTINUE TO. THESE ARE THE PEOPLE I KNOW, LIVE WITH, AND/OR HAVE WORKED FOR THAT I TALK ABOUT! THESE ARE MY FRIENDS AND SOME OF THEM ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE! GET OVER IT ALREADY!
i dont even know why im so fed up right now. maybe its that time of the month. maybe its just reached THAT point. who knows. who cares. but for the love of CHRIST... write me on myspace or sometttttthing. maybe i can talk to you. maybe i can clear up something for you. maybe im not all that bad. maybe we can be actually be friends. who the fuck knows. but if you do write me, PLEASE have some patience w/ responses... i DO have a life outside of the internet believe it or not. a life im very proud of, and happy with.
i dont even know how to end this, nor do i even really care. i never pretended to be a good writer, or an intelligent writer, and for the love of god, we all know im the worst person in the world w/ grammer and punctuations... BUT I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! go nitpik someone else, or better yet? go help out your fucking english teacher and grade some papers.
i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever pretended to be cool. never.
im so fucking over ur shit. i dont even bother reading the community, its fucking stupid (and full of some of the worst lies ive ever heard), but i know a few ppl who send me copied and pasted shit over AIM ALOTTT... (yes, YOUR OWN TRAITORS. and guess what guys? THERES ALOT OF EM)!!! u know what else? ive had the power this ENTIRE time to shut you guys down whenever i felt like it, but to me, it wasnt even a big deal. ALTHOUGH, it has apparently gotten so bad in there that the "higher up's" in the industry (and LIVEJOURNAL) have contacted me NUMEROUS times asking if i wanted it taken down... and that it could be taken care of in a matter of moments. but you know what, i could care less... trust me... im all about free speech and it's not like reading some of that shit ruin's my day and/or EVER hurts my feelings... but do you guys even realize some of the shit that you have said in there? i could literally SUE you guys, for defimation of character, threats, etcetcetc... and this is coming from LAWYERS, people ive never met in my entire life, who have checked it out before i even knew the extent of some of the comments etc...
im sorry ive tried to keep a public screen name because of BUISNESS CONNECTIONS and FAMILY. but its finally reached the point where i just cant even handle it now. (and no, im not trying to sound "cool", so just shut up). oh, and GOD FORBID i evvvver write what im doing or who im "hanging out" with in my away msg! its a fucking AWAY MESSAGE, thats its JOB! and seriously SHUT THE FUCK UP about me "namedropping"... are you fucking kiddddddddddding me? guess what kids? THESE PEOPLE ARE MY FAMILY... YES, GERARD WAY IS MY FIANCE'S BROTHER! is that weird that we hang out? ABSOLUTLY NOT. and is it wrong of me to say that we're hanging out in my away msg? FUCK NO its not. is it wrong to type that frankie gave me pink eye? FUCK NO. my question to you, is WHY IN THE LIVING FUCK AM I ON YOUR BUDDY LISTS? your in a fucking hate group about me. theres pleanty of ppl i hate in this world, and are they on my buddylist? NO. cause im not fucking psycho and/or obsessive. (and for most of you, YOU HAVENT EVEN MET ME!! or even KNOW someone who actually HAS met me, or even spoke to me for that matter...) please, all i ask, is that you take me off your buddy lists. and leave me and my life alone.
you guys think its so funny that no one else hates the other girlfriends and that they stay out of the picture and all that. but NEWS FLASH GUYS!!!! I WORK IN THE INDUSTRY. I ALWAYS HAVE. AND I WILL CONTINUE TO. THESE ARE THE PEOPLE I KNOW, LIVE WITH, AND/OR HAVE WORKED FOR THAT I TALK ABOUT! THESE ARE MY FRIENDS AND SOME OF THEM ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE! GET OVER IT ALREADY!
i dont even know why im so fed up right now. maybe its that time of the month. maybe its just reached THAT point. who knows. who cares. but for the love of CHRIST... write me on myspace or sometttttthing. maybe i can talk to you. maybe i can clear up something for you. maybe im not all that bad. maybe we can be actually be friends. who the fuck knows. but if you do write me, PLEASE have some patience w/ responses... i DO have a life outside of the internet believe it or not. a life im very proud of, and happy with.
i dont even know how to end this, nor do i even really care. i never pretended to be a good writer, or an intelligent writer, and for the love of god, we all know im the worst person in the world w/ grammer and punctuations... BUT I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! go nitpik someone else, or better yet? go help out your fucking english teacher and grade some papers.
i never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever pretended to be cool. never.