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my life right now is so busy. like insanely. i leave at 630 am, and i dont usually get home till 600 at night. but its weird, because i am in no way complaining. i love it.i know this is what i am meant to live like. i cant explain it. one of those pit of your gut things. you just know.
as soon as im 18 im gone. so, so gone. i am meant to be in the city. Boston, i hope. not to be in any way arrogant, or anything, but people here are not smart enough. they dont appreciate things like i do. they definately dont think like i do. they dont have opinion like i do. i always end up lying about what i think, or just never telling anyone because i am too embarassed i dont fit the church going, republican teenage white girl mold. i need to be around the people that are more like me, more challenging. i hope thats in the northeast, cause thats where im headed. ive never wanted anything more than i want this now. fuck highschool, im building my life.
i am athiest. and not just to "defy" social standards or whatever. i have actually researched it. i know who i am, and what i believe, i ve put more time into than most. it feels really good to say that outloud after having hid it for over a year now.
it sounds so stupid, so frivolous. but its the best release ive felt in a long time.
as soon as im 18 im gone. so, so gone. i am meant to be in the city. Boston, i hope. not to be in any way arrogant, or anything, but people here are not smart enough. they dont appreciate things like i do. they definately dont think like i do. they dont have opinion like i do. i always end up lying about what i think, or just never telling anyone because i am too embarassed i dont fit the church going, republican teenage white girl mold. i need to be around the people that are more like me, more challenging. i hope thats in the northeast, cause thats where im headed. ive never wanted anything more than i want this now. fuck highschool, im building my life.
i am athiest. and not just to "defy" social standards or whatever. i have actually researched it. i know who i am, and what i believe, i ve put more time into than most. it feels really good to say that outloud after having hid it for over a year now.
it sounds so stupid, so frivolous. but its the best release ive felt in a long time.