Hm.
I like things plain, so I am keeping this livejournal plain. Or maybe I can't figure out how to make it all fancy, oh well.
In the morning, I will probably regret making this my very first livejournal entry because it is going to be so stereotypical to an online blog, whiney.
Just a word of advice, stop being inconsiderate to your friends. I am so sick of giving my everything to people in my life and constantly being let down. I hate being let down. I hate it so much. I hate liars and being used and the fact that my friend uses me for convenience.
I am no longer your late night call.
Or your boredom alleviating hangout.
I won't accept your lies anymore and I know that when I start pointing them out, rather than the normal brush off, that everything will be different. So different. But I am completely ready for that. But not necessarily desiring it.
In the morning, I will probably regret making this my very first livejournal entry because it is going to be so stereotypical to an online blog, whiney.
Just a word of advice, stop being inconsiderate to your friends. I am so sick of giving my everything to people in my life and constantly being let down. I hate being let down. I hate it so much. I hate liars and being used and the fact that my friend uses me for convenience.
I am no longer your late night call.
Or your boredom alleviating hangout.
I won't accept your lies anymore and I know that when I start pointing them out, rather than the normal brush off, that everything will be different. So different. But I am completely ready for that. But not necessarily desiring it.