MY APOLOGIZES
I apologize for being a bad girlfriend, a bad friend, a bad acquiantance. I haven't been the greatest person as a friend - and I apologize. This goes out to everyone. It doesn't matter how you relate to me, you just need to know that I apologize. Know that this is a real apology because I know what I am apologizing for. I apologize to the ones that had to see me suffer, and suffer with me. I apologize for taking out my emotions on you if all you were trying to do was help. I apologize for not being understanding, for not caring enough. I apologize to the people that hate me for I did not ask to be the way I am. I apologize for being myself. I apologize, give me the shit I deserve. I don't care anymore. I don't know where I stand with friends, I don't know where I stand with family, I don't know where I stand with myself. I can't trust anyone, because I can't even trust myself and for that I apologize. I'm sorry things are changing, I'm sorry things are so corrupt, I'm sorry .. I'm sorry .. I love you guys, you know who you are. I will always have you throughout everything .. and apologize for everything I think I've done wrong.
But some of you need to apologize to me.
But some of you need to apologize to me.