Aug 21, 2004 00:42
I totally feel nostalgic, only because people change or
maybe they didn’t change at all, except they’re revealing their true self. Blah.
I’m so in the mood to just vent about my experience and how I feel about Thursday
but I won’t because I just don’t want to start any drama. But to get to the
point, I’m really disappointed how friends can make you feel so unwanted and
alone. I know for sure that I am not the only one who feels this way about Thursday.
Well anyway, I’ve decided to lock myself back up in my solitary confinement
chamber and I don’t want to come out anytime soon. It wouldn’t really matter anyway;
no one notices that I’m not there because it’ll just be like how it is now.
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i know no one can hear me, i scream, i cry, attempting to get out, among cold, dark concrete walls i take a deep breath, inhaling my troubles, my sorrows and secrets my feelings locked deep inside, until they consume my sould im lost im confused im stuck alone by myself i feel alone in depression as it seperates me from everyone around me the feeling the sound of silence suffocating me i have friends yet why do i feel so alone?