Jun 16, 2005 12:16
I have a headache and it sucks!!!! i just took some aspirin so hopefully the pain will go away soon. Anyways...Detroit tied the series 2-2..woot woot!!!! just thought I'd let people know how the NBA finals are going:) well, today has been going good. I didn't go to sleep till late due to my chatting with Lexy...I blame her for going to sleep around the time the sun came up....love yaz girl:) I woke up and cleaned around a bit. Took a shower and got ready since we needed to go to the mall cuz my mom and sis needed some clothes for the Florida trip. Then went to Wal-Mart to get a few things and then headed back to the house around 7:30. Man, it's so weird not having Jill around. She's been at bootcamp since Monday and the house is so weird without her. As much as she sucks sometimes I miss her. Yes loser I did miss you but don't let it get to your head when you read this. But the family and the gang(thanh(maybe), judy and martha) are going to San Antonio for the bootcamp for graduation. That should be fun since I've never been to San Antonio so hopefully we can do some sight seeing afterwards. That's pretty much what's going on. *sigh* as much as didn't want to write about him I just need to get my feelings and thoughts out of my head. I really have no clue what went wrong. I wanna blame myself but I know I shouldn't cuz I did all I could to make our relationship work. I miss the boy soo much right now. I wish I could just forget about everything but it's hard. We went from being good friends to a couple and now to nothing. I wish I could just get him out of my head and especially my heart. I cant say I didnt love the boy cuz I loved him so much that I sacrified alot to make it work. It saddens me to know that it's not worth anything anymore. gah, life goes on and I'll be fine. I'm excited that I'll see my girls tomorrow. I dont know if Jess is going but Daph,me, and hopefully Jaki will be going to visit Kendal at her new apartment since we never got that chance before school ended. I've missed my girls...and hopefully I'll go to my apartment and see all the nice things Livvie has done to our apartment. I love you so much Livvie!!!! gah, I need to move in and live in my apartment soon so hopefully I'll get my bed after the trip and actually live in my room:) I miss OC nights with Courtney and Carrie..love yall guys!!!! allright well this is it for tonight...I'm gonna go chat with my peoples and play some poppit!!! buncha nachos!!!