MC Scratchypants
So, tomorrow is my birthday..19 years. wow. Really I've been here for almost 20 years, and I still feel that I have nothing to show for it. Its times like these, I wonder where I'm headed, what awaits me, and as curious as I am...it scares the fuck out of me. I dont wanna become a loser for the rest of my life..and I am trying so hard to change things. and I have no idea how much it is working, but it feels like barely at all sometimes. I think I'm just lonely...yea, thats it, lonely.