Not an apology, complaint, or a distress signal, only but a wish.

May 05, 2005 21:47

I would like to say, that, if I have upset anyone in the past, long ago, or not so long, that it may be my fault, it may be yours. That doesnt matter. I would like to just say, that I am not certain with any of your fates, but, all is forgiven in my eyes. and I hope that you will do the same.

Life is the most uncertain thing ever conceived, anyone of us could be gone at a moments notice...and you shouldnt let a petty argument get in the way of things. I know that there is a sense of remorse that someone would feel if they got into an argument with someone, and and in the near future, passes on.

You cant be certain of alot of things, almost anything. think about that, next time you hold any grudge against anyone.

Im not perfect, I know I have done this, more than once, and I may still, but I wouldnt let it drag out for as long as I could.

I feel so lonely, no matter who is in my presence. I feel so cold from the emptiness in my mind. you have your opinion as to if you believe I could fix that or not. But with whatever I try, it fails. I still just feel like my soul-my being- is not there. I wake up somedays, I sit at the foot of the bed, wondering what I will make of the day ahead, then there are others, where I feel that I might as well just give up on trying to make anything out of anything. I-like every other person- feel so happy, so content. and out of nowhere, like a freak tragedy, it goes up in flames, and I am alone, mad, and at times cynical. I try to fix everything I can, but things must happen for a reason, a reason that I am completely oblivious to.

I would fall to my knees and kiss the feet of a leper, and take that disease on to myself, if I could just know all the answers to my problems, the reasons. I like to try to figure things out, but so many things at once is an incredible task.

just remember, dont let petty arguments get into the way of true friendships, if you can ever help it.
There is already too much hate in the world, and the only place you can keep it from consuming, is your heart.
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