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i have a headache and a strong burning envy of caitlin and krista for their ability to attract boys, (shut the hell up NOW.) kristen for her unbelieveable and unmatchable wit, caitlyn for her ability to still be drop dead gorgeous and witty even with that god-forsaken arm brace and amanda for having the patience to put up with everyones shit ALWAYS. and now that one person is acting really weird around me. like i did something wrong or im annoying or i smell bad and they dont want to tell me. im not sure what to do, so ive decided to avoid them at all costs. and my parents hate me. and my brother is sinking farther and farther into his huge pile of shit and i cant help him anymore. i just cant handle him. and it seems like my parents think they can, but they sure as hell arent doing a very good job in my eyes. and i tripped twice at school today. and got a 3.25 out of 11 on my chem quiz. im pretty sure i had the lowest grade in the class. and im grounded for nothing. and i cant see Adrian on saturday.
that one just pushed me right over the edge. bloody hell, when is that goddam happiness going to come pay me a visit, hmmm?
there thats it. im done whining. sorry about that.
that one just pushed me right over the edge. bloody hell, when is that goddam happiness going to come pay me a visit, hmmm?
there thats it. im done whining. sorry about that.