Nov 17, 2004 12:05
I don't know if it's the weather or everything else that has been going on today, but I'm feeling very blahish. I went and talked to financial aid this morning and they conformed that I still owe the school like $1300; which is really sad considering I have already taken out a few loans and been given grants. College is becoming really expansive and there isn't an end in sight. I called my dad last night and hopefully he will be able to send some money down to help pay some of it. My mom is considering keeping me a home next semester to help cut down on the school expensive. There are good and bad things about it I guess. I will get to be back at home in my own room, but I will probably have to catch the bus or maybe ride with Jeri if she gets her car. Living at home will mean that I would have to get up earlier to make it to campus on time and won't have easy access to other things on campus. I don't know how I exactly feel about moving back home right now, but maybe it will be a good thing. I may even be able to get a part time job that can work around the class schedule. Besides the financial headache, I'm still worried about this Chem. test on Fri. I don't feel that I am as prepared as I really should be but really plan to study my ass off in these last few days. Thanksgiving break is coming up which may not be as relaxing as it should be. All through the break I will be studying for the few finals I have to take (not the most relaxing thing). Because I still owe the school money I can't even apply for the class I need or drop the one I don't need. I wish this day would just end so I could move on to the next one. I probably should be using this time to do something more productive.
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