well this is lame...
i woke up this morning and the first thought is "this is depressing. this is my life." allow me to elaborate. i failed out of college. correction. i failed out of community college. as though it wasn't embarising enough that i should have graduated from brookdale last spring (had i done everything in a better time frame) but it will now offically take me three and a half years to finish at a two year school. there's no one to blame for that but myself. now that i'm not in school i'm working full time. i'm working full time at a company that makes hair dye. as i stood there putting plastic ties on pastic bags i thought to myself, "so this is what it is to be a loser."
i thought that being put on academic suspension was enough motivation to do better in school, that was until i started working here. this is what awaits me if i don't push myself. working crap jobs for slave wages for the rest of my days. not if i have anything to say about it, which i do. once i'm re-instated at brookdale i am going to kick so much ass in my classes and finally get my assosiates degree. where i go after that, i'm still not sure. at least i'll have that all important paper that says i went to college. what exactly do for me? i don't know, but i'll have it.
i thought that being put on academic suspension was enough motivation to do better in school, that was until i started working here. this is what awaits me if i don't push myself. working crap jobs for slave wages for the rest of my days. not if i have anything to say about it, which i do. once i'm re-instated at brookdale i am going to kick so much ass in my classes and finally get my assosiates degree. where i go after that, i'm still not sure. at least i'll have that all important paper that says i went to college. what exactly do for me? i don't know, but i'll have it.