Sep 12, 2008 01:11
i made a blogspot when i deleted this, edenhurst.blogspot.com. the video i posted of tommy talking is hilarious.
the past 4 weeks i've grown leaps and bounds and found out more about myself than i thought i ever would. thanks to harrison for hanging out with me to get my mind off of it all, thanks to shelby for listening to me when it felt like my entire world ended and thanks to little tommy for being like an older brother to me the past few weeks (and putting that mean battleship on my leg). i'm going to wilmington in 2 weeks to see michael wilson and brian. chris stuart is tattooing my back in a few months. graduating college a year from now. working out regularly, about to start boxing to help reduce my stress and anxiety. miami hopefully in the next year to get tattooed by LUKE FUCKING WESTMAN. i had to deal with this some day and i'll be damned if i haven't turned it around and made it work for me. it's amazing how much my attitude has changed. my best friend is out of jail finally and he and i get to have fun in a way that only he and i will enjoy (it won't be fun for anyone else). and naturally my parents were there for me when all of it happened and my mom and i have a good relationship now and my dad is more vengeful than ever. i lost everything that held me together and i've been able to pick myself back up.