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I WAS RAPED WHILE BLACKED OUT DRUNK AND THEN I DATED HIM FOR A YEAR AND A HALF LATER. I FORGIVE MYSELF AND I LOVE MYSELF AND I'M NOT STUPID.
HE RAPED ME BECAUSE OF HIS OWN TRAUMATIC SEXUAL EXPERIENCES. THIS DOES NOT EXCUSE HIM BUT IT DOES ALLOW ME TO UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENED AND HELPS ME HEAL.
I STAYED WITH HIM AS AN ATTEMPT TO TAKE CONTROL OF A SITUATION THAT WAS OUT OF MY CONTROL.
THERE. I SAID IT.
I NEVER WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM.
I YELLED AT HIM A LOT.
HES A BROKEN SCARED IGNORANT RICH WHITE BOY WHO TRIES BUT NOT HARD ENOUGH.
HE RAPED ME BECAUSE OF HIS OWN TRAUMATIC SEXUAL EXPERIENCES. THIS DOES NOT EXCUSE HIM BUT IT DOES ALLOW ME TO UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENED AND HELPS ME HEAL.
I STAYED WITH HIM AS AN ATTEMPT TO TAKE CONTROL OF A SITUATION THAT WAS OUT OF MY CONTROL.
THERE. I SAID IT.
I NEVER WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM.
I YELLED AT HIM A LOT.
HES A BROKEN SCARED IGNORANT RICH WHITE BOY WHO TRIES BUT NOT HARD ENOUGH.