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So Ell's on her way over here right now.
We got ditched tonight by the guys. I hate it how I'm always associated with her. It's like people think we come only together, and that you can't have one with out the other. I guess the guys told Ell they were going to the mall and that she and I should come, but they're actualy going to the movies, and didn't want Ell and I to come. It's retarded because I havn't talked to any of them for a week now. And I know that Ell has been gettin' on Fer's nerves, and that spreads to Ben, and Chelsea, then since people are pissed at Ell, it's like they're pissed at ME too, and I get punished for it. It's retarded.
Fuck them. Ferris is getting too cuaght up in his popularity...again. To remember who his true friends are. I'm just sick of him thinking he's king of the world. He's not. And if he hadn't met me, he wouldn't have had MOST of the friends he has today. I miss the nerdy Ferris, actualy. The Ferris that loved and cared for people for who they were. The Ferris that had true friends, and only true friends. People that he cared about. Not the Ferris that has friends to make him look cool now. I miss the days when him and Rob were best friends. God. Oh well. Times have passed, people have changed. None of this bullshit will matter once I graduate, so why bother contemplating and wishing for something I know won't happen?
I forgot to tell you guys that yesterday I took an amazing nap on the back porch. I'm gonna start sleeping out there. It's soooo nice.
Got a 46/50 on my science test. I honestly thought I was gonna fail, didn't study for shit. But today we finished up the second day of our 2 day math test, and I completed 11 out of 25 problems yesterday, and Hoffman corrected what we had done, and I had 7 points taken off already. But hte problems were worth 2 points each, so I didn't get a whole 7 wrong lol. I guessed on a ton of the problems on it today. Fuck it. All my grades are amazing except for math which is only a B so it's not THAT bad.
My aunt took Paul and I out to dinner and to the mall today. We went to Olive Garden and I stuffed my face. It was awesome though. Then we went to the mall and I bought Anthems of Rebellion by Arch Enemy. The vocalist is amazing. Not to mention she's a freakin' chick. She has an orgasmic scream/growl and you can't even tell she's a chick. I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing, but personaly, I like it. Because some girl screamers have weak screams, and this babe doesn't at all. Love it.
Ummm...yeah. Well Ell's here. I think I'm gonna work on that damn ollie in the Target parking lot tonight.
We got ditched tonight by the guys. I hate it how I'm always associated with her. It's like people think we come only together, and that you can't have one with out the other. I guess the guys told Ell they were going to the mall and that she and I should come, but they're actualy going to the movies, and didn't want Ell and I to come. It's retarded because I havn't talked to any of them for a week now. And I know that Ell has been gettin' on Fer's nerves, and that spreads to Ben, and Chelsea, then since people are pissed at Ell, it's like they're pissed at ME too, and I get punished for it. It's retarded.
Fuck them. Ferris is getting too cuaght up in his popularity...again. To remember who his true friends are. I'm just sick of him thinking he's king of the world. He's not. And if he hadn't met me, he wouldn't have had MOST of the friends he has today. I miss the nerdy Ferris, actualy. The Ferris that loved and cared for people for who they were. The Ferris that had true friends, and only true friends. People that he cared about. Not the Ferris that has friends to make him look cool now. I miss the days when him and Rob were best friends. God. Oh well. Times have passed, people have changed. None of this bullshit will matter once I graduate, so why bother contemplating and wishing for something I know won't happen?
I forgot to tell you guys that yesterday I took an amazing nap on the back porch. I'm gonna start sleeping out there. It's soooo nice.
Got a 46/50 on my science test. I honestly thought I was gonna fail, didn't study for shit. But today we finished up the second day of our 2 day math test, and I completed 11 out of 25 problems yesterday, and Hoffman corrected what we had done, and I had 7 points taken off already. But hte problems were worth 2 points each, so I didn't get a whole 7 wrong lol. I guessed on a ton of the problems on it today. Fuck it. All my grades are amazing except for math which is only a B so it's not THAT bad.
My aunt took Paul and I out to dinner and to the mall today. We went to Olive Garden and I stuffed my face. It was awesome though. Then we went to the mall and I bought Anthems of Rebellion by Arch Enemy. The vocalist is amazing. Not to mention she's a freakin' chick. She has an orgasmic scream/growl and you can't even tell she's a chick. I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing, but personaly, I like it. Because some girl screamers have weak screams, and this babe doesn't at all. Love it.
Ummm...yeah. Well Ell's here. I think I'm gonna work on that damn ollie in the Target parking lot tonight.