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Alright. So Friday Ellen and I get home from school, go to the doctor's office, I get my physical, then we're off on the road. We got to the show around...9:20ish, and Karl says he doesn't want to stay for it since we don't ahve another ride home, so we're just "checking the scene out". So it's like 9:20 and it was supossed to start at 8:45. We go talk to Julian, Jess, Noah, Alex, Dillion, and his sister whos name I forget. I already knew everyone except for Dill and his sis, so that was nice to meet them I guess. Dillion had a cool sweater on. So anyway, they didn't know what was going on, and either did we, so we chatted for a while then Ellen and I had to go because Karl was getting pissed. Oh well. I guess it was an AMAZING show and HFA was the fucking shit and of course I wasn't there. I was pissed. Oh well, they're gonna be in Brighton in like 2 weeks so maybe I'll go then...Who knows. So we get home around 11 or something and we go get the Shines. Paul didn't come up to get them, so it was just Ellen, Bets, Eli and me. We walk back to the pad, and then kick it and stuff. Julian brought Jess, Alex and Noah over, so that was fun even though I didn't get to talk to them very much which sucks but next time I'll make a point to do that. Ellen says she really likes Alex. From as much as I know him so far he seems pretty sweet. Soooooooooo they all left at like 3AM, then Betsy and Ellen and I talked for a while then crashed.
Saturday morning I woke up, and went ot the bakery with Betsy, Eli, Ellen, and Paul. THen we went to get gas station coffee. WOW!! Ellen was about to put sugar in her fucking french vanilla cappachino from the machine where it's already sweet as hell. It was so funny and retarded. She had no idea what the hell she was doing. So we walked around, then I had to go home to get dressed for my interview for Shady Trails. So I went to that, and it was fine. I went on a walk with Mr. Moorlag. I THINK they're gonna hire me, but I'm not sure, and I don't think I'm gonna knowf or a while. But HEY! I get $6 an hour, and It's about 40 hours a week for 5 weeks, so that's like...Alot of money. So I'm excited about that. So I came home, and shortly after I got home, Ellen and I went over to Julians. Noah was there which was sexy. We kicked it on the tramp, and Julian and I 4-wheeled. Ellen was too scared to go on...and I don't know why Noah didn't. Then we went inside and I don't even know what we did. We played ping pong, and watched TV and just sat around. Ellen adn I came home, and went to Eat Spot with Bets and Tav. We had pizza and bread sticks. SO GOOD! Then the boys came down from the skatepark. After that we went to Toms and got some junk food. We went home and ate that, Betsy went home, then we went up to the skatepark. Eli has a long board which is about the coolest thing ever and I love it. So we kicked it there for a while then came home. On the way home, I was skating down a hill that I didn't think was half as steep as it really was, and the board started going really fast and I freaked out because I realized that if something went wrong I would freaking fly and then get hurt so me being the dumbass I am fucking jumped of the board, and basicly slid on my stomach 10 feet down the hill. Yeah, I'm a dumbass. Then the next thing I hear is "SARAH THAT WAS SO HARDCORE!!!" from Ellens mouth. Umm...Yeah. So then she goes "OMG ARE YOU OKAY!" And I say "Ellen don't ask me if I'm okay just shut up" lol. I usualy just end up laughing when I hurt myself which is what happened this time, I don't even remember the last time I cried out of physical pain. So as I'm limping home, I realize that I have 2 new holes in my brandnew pants, my knees are covered in blood, and my hip hurts. As I go to look at my hip I notice I have a gash there too. Way to go, Sarah! So I got home, and then Bets came over and made me wash it out so it didn't get infected. She's so cute. So we hung out for a while, then Tav left at midnight and the Shiners left around 1:00 or soemthing. Julian came over for a little and we all just sat around and were too tired to do anything.
Sunday we woke up, the car wasn't starting up, so there were hopes of staying another night. We called a car guy over and he re-charged the battery and it started up. Damnit. So we went out to Stubbs for a Mothers Day brunch. It was really nice. I love Marcia so much. Then we went down to the Music in the Park park and sat in the gazebo thing. It made me think of summer, and Fridays, and MITP, sitting there in the middle of the night, running around it half dressed in the middle of the night. We went up to Toms and talked to Miss. Tavi. She got off work at 4, so we had to wait around. We wenyt home for a while, then Julian and Jess came over and we went up to the skatepark. The entire Shiner family except for Jake (Bonnie, Kieth, Tish, Bets, and Eli) came up to the skate park to watch Eli do some tricks. It was SO cute. Betsy and I talked. She gave me some bad news. Eric I love you. So then we went back to Toms, got Tav, and I rode her moped, YES! then we went back to the pad and kicked it for a while. Then we went up to the Eat Spot to eat, but it was closed since it was Sunday. We're retarded. So we went to Toms instead. I got Rice-a-roni and pineapples. Julian and I had a rice off. Karl asked us if we wanted sloppy joes about 123084302842 times. Then we hung out on the porch, then it was time to fold the party. Tav left, then we packed up, said bye and left as well.
The Excursion lasted till Lansing. Then it died. We had to hang around a gas station till me aunt came and picked Marcia, Paul, Ellen and I up. Karl went with the Excursion, as it was being towed by a man by the name of "Doug". A black drunk lady sat down next to me. It was really funny but scary. Marcia kept the situation under control. Then My aunt came and picked us up. We didn't get home till 1. Ellen slept over.
We went to school. I slept all teh way through 2nd hour, then decided I was gonna go home. I went home. Slept from 10 till 3. Then ran some errands, and came home, napped again, and got my shit done.
Today was a long day. School, practice. Practice was long and hard and hot. I couldn't breath because of the humidity and I couldn't coordinate my body for shit. I kicked ymself while running a couple of times. Don't know what the hell taht was about.
Steve's upset with me. I really want to talk to him, but I know he just wants his space from me for now, and I'm just gonna wait untill he's ready to talk to me again. This is probably what we both need. A chance to see what things are like with out eachother. It seems as though if we try to get back together now, all we're going to do is hurt eachother. Well lately it's been me hurting him. And I give Steven every ounce of credit for changing and being a better person and not hurting me. I know I killed him this time, and I feel bad, but I know I should just wait untill he's good and ready because there's no point in talking to him when he's pissed.
Well...I'm going to bed. Goodnight.
Saturday morning I woke up, and went ot the bakery with Betsy, Eli, Ellen, and Paul. THen we went to get gas station coffee. WOW!! Ellen was about to put sugar in her fucking french vanilla cappachino from the machine where it's already sweet as hell. It was so funny and retarded. She had no idea what the hell she was doing. So we walked around, then I had to go home to get dressed for my interview for Shady Trails. So I went to that, and it was fine. I went on a walk with Mr. Moorlag. I THINK they're gonna hire me, but I'm not sure, and I don't think I'm gonna knowf or a while. But HEY! I get $6 an hour, and It's about 40 hours a week for 5 weeks, so that's like...Alot of money. So I'm excited about that. So I came home, and shortly after I got home, Ellen and I went over to Julians. Noah was there which was sexy. We kicked it on the tramp, and Julian and I 4-wheeled. Ellen was too scared to go on...and I don't know why Noah didn't. Then we went inside and I don't even know what we did. We played ping pong, and watched TV and just sat around. Ellen adn I came home, and went to Eat Spot with Bets and Tav. We had pizza and bread sticks. SO GOOD! Then the boys came down from the skatepark. After that we went to Toms and got some junk food. We went home and ate that, Betsy went home, then we went up to the skatepark. Eli has a long board which is about the coolest thing ever and I love it. So we kicked it there for a while then came home. On the way home, I was skating down a hill that I didn't think was half as steep as it really was, and the board started going really fast and I freaked out because I realized that if something went wrong I would freaking fly and then get hurt so me being the dumbass I am fucking jumped of the board, and basicly slid on my stomach 10 feet down the hill. Yeah, I'm a dumbass. Then the next thing I hear is "SARAH THAT WAS SO HARDCORE!!!" from Ellens mouth. Umm...Yeah. So then she goes "OMG ARE YOU OKAY!" And I say "Ellen don't ask me if I'm okay just shut up" lol. I usualy just end up laughing when I hurt myself which is what happened this time, I don't even remember the last time I cried out of physical pain. So as I'm limping home, I realize that I have 2 new holes in my brandnew pants, my knees are covered in blood, and my hip hurts. As I go to look at my hip I notice I have a gash there too. Way to go, Sarah! So I got home, and then Bets came over and made me wash it out so it didn't get infected. She's so cute. So we hung out for a while, then Tav left at midnight and the Shiners left around 1:00 or soemthing. Julian came over for a little and we all just sat around and were too tired to do anything.
Sunday we woke up, the car wasn't starting up, so there were hopes of staying another night. We called a car guy over and he re-charged the battery and it started up. Damnit. So we went out to Stubbs for a Mothers Day brunch. It was really nice. I love Marcia so much. Then we went down to the Music in the Park park and sat in the gazebo thing. It made me think of summer, and Fridays, and MITP, sitting there in the middle of the night, running around it half dressed in the middle of the night. We went up to Toms and talked to Miss. Tavi. She got off work at 4, so we had to wait around. We wenyt home for a while, then Julian and Jess came over and we went up to the skatepark. The entire Shiner family except for Jake (Bonnie, Kieth, Tish, Bets, and Eli) came up to the skate park to watch Eli do some tricks. It was SO cute. Betsy and I talked. She gave me some bad news. Eric I love you. So then we went back to Toms, got Tav, and I rode her moped, YES! then we went back to the pad and kicked it for a while. Then we went up to the Eat Spot to eat, but it was closed since it was Sunday. We're retarded. So we went to Toms instead. I got Rice-a-roni and pineapples. Julian and I had a rice off. Karl asked us if we wanted sloppy joes about 123084302842 times. Then we hung out on the porch, then it was time to fold the party. Tav left, then we packed up, said bye and left as well.
The Excursion lasted till Lansing. Then it died. We had to hang around a gas station till me aunt came and picked Marcia, Paul, Ellen and I up. Karl went with the Excursion, as it was being towed by a man by the name of "Doug". A black drunk lady sat down next to me. It was really funny but scary. Marcia kept the situation under control. Then My aunt came and picked us up. We didn't get home till 1. Ellen slept over.
We went to school. I slept all teh way through 2nd hour, then decided I was gonna go home. I went home. Slept from 10 till 3. Then ran some errands, and came home, napped again, and got my shit done.
Today was a long day. School, practice. Practice was long and hard and hot. I couldn't breath because of the humidity and I couldn't coordinate my body for shit. I kicked ymself while running a couple of times. Don't know what the hell taht was about.
Steve's upset with me. I really want to talk to him, but I know he just wants his space from me for now, and I'm just gonna wait untill he's ready to talk to me again. This is probably what we both need. A chance to see what things are like with out eachother. It seems as though if we try to get back together now, all we're going to do is hurt eachother. Well lately it's been me hurting him. And I give Steven every ounce of credit for changing and being a better person and not hurting me. I know I killed him this time, and I feel bad, but I know I should just wait untill he's good and ready because there's no point in talking to him when he's pissed.
Well...I'm going to bed. Goodnight.