Nov 17, 2005 19:14
blah i felt like fainting i was so tired of school
and for once it wasnt from all the work that was going on
maybe theres been soo much going on
that ive lost track of everything.
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Dear Sara & Alex,
its come to the time when something must be said
yes things has changed and I agree,
but then agian im not sorry for what ive been doing
because basically its been coming from you as well
but i am sorry for what has happened
and maybe you dont agree, but im not asking you to
im just trying to make you understand
where im coming from...where, i have my own point of view of this situation
and its not just coming from "oh because she doesnt like you then im not"
but lately its the only thing thats been in my head
and before this i had goals, and ever since this all started its been dissapearing
and im just here to say that im over it
over all the fighting, and bitching because thats not what im gonna put myself through
and truly its getting old, and i dont expect you to forgive me
because im not here forgiving you.
and therefore...its done or in my book it is
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&& maybe i am gonna go back
cuz that was the only thing that let my mind go free
because i always had more important things to worry about when i was with them
and hopefully this Saturday, when i go to Miami
my decision will change.♥
♥