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"Because I'm selfish enough to wanna get better
but im backwards enough to not take any steps to get there,
and when you realize its a pattern
and not a phase its what you've become and its what you will stay...
cuz I dont have room in my life for anyone else
and I've driven away all the people that could help...
and I still don't even know what I need to do to fix myself....
and theres a clamp around my chest that tightens everytime
I lapse into another sorry story."
but im backwards enough to not take any steps to get there,
and when you realize its a pattern
and not a phase its what you've become and its what you will stay...
cuz I dont have room in my life for anyone else
and I've driven away all the people that could help...
and I still don't even know what I need to do to fix myself....
and theres a clamp around my chest that tightens everytime
I lapse into another sorry story."