Jan 12, 2005 23:25
i can't do this anymore
i can't i can't i can't i can't. i can't take this anymore at all. i can't stand being jealous. i can't stand being this worried or anxious. i can't stand any of this anymore. it's twice as painful and adds dozens more stresses on me. not that my life is terrible. of course not. that's part of the problem though. i hate myself for not being able to handle these tiny problems. i can't do anything right, and i think now i've had enough of it.
these past few days i've gotten back into my old groove. i think it's time it's all over. he's back into her..he won't miss me. and steve? steve'll deal with it..
i'm done with this. no one will miss me. everything will be ok :)