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I've been such a whiny bitch lately. (And it's not about to stop now.)
Tonight wsa filled with my two favourite people, Chelsea and Jeremiah. They are exactly alike. I always knew they would get along. I felt all the best kinds of invisible tonight, while we sat in my car and I watched them converse. I rarely got brought into it, but that was just fine. It's weird to be the quiet one when I'm so outgoing, but it's kind of alright sometimes.
All Jere does is stress me out though. Seriously, I couldn't tell you the last time I smoked, probably since July, but tonight I needed a cigarette before we even got off his street. (And he only lives two houses from the end.) I've never met anyone that can drive me as crazy as he does. Every other time we hang out, he has me coming home in the verge of tears, but I just keep coming back for more. Not trying to sound cocky, but I can name three guys off the top of my head who all want me, to the point where they'd do just about anything I told them. So why do I have to want the one who apparently thinks I'm too aggressive. I mean, yeah, I can be aggressive (I prefer "persistant") but one second he likes me the next he doesn't, what the hell am I supposed to be? And why do I care?