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So I think i'm going slowly insane again.
Yea.
Again.
I can feel ll the stress is getting to me and slowly driving me to the edge. Or a breaking point. I almost want to give up. I have a hard time believeing im going to be able to graduate. I might as well give up while i can, take summer school, and have a rainbow graduation. But my grandmother will be so upset if i dont graduate. Shes the only reason I keep trying. She means more to be than anything. I dont want to disappoint her. Shes never disappointed me, and i want to be able to make her dream of seeing me walk across the stage at the amway come true. I wish i could go back in time an make up for it. but i cant
Yea.
Again.
I can feel ll the stress is getting to me and slowly driving me to the edge. Or a breaking point. I almost want to give up. I have a hard time believeing im going to be able to graduate. I might as well give up while i can, take summer school, and have a rainbow graduation. But my grandmother will be so upset if i dont graduate. Shes the only reason I keep trying. She means more to be than anything. I dont want to disappoint her. Shes never disappointed me, and i want to be able to make her dream of seeing me walk across the stage at the amway come true. I wish i could go back in time an make up for it. but i cant