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May 10, 2005 16:33

                                         WELL YESTERDAY WAS THE WORST DAY FOR ME NOT ONLY WAS i SiCK BUT                                                         i FOUND OUT THAT MY ABUELiTA iDA DiED < - - i LOVE HER VERRY MUCH. iT                                                        ALL HAPPENED YESTERDAY ....

i DiDNT GO TO SCHOOL BECAUSE i WAS VERRY SiCK & i STiLL AM = /  iT WAS LiKE AFTERSCHOOL AND i WAS TALKiNG TO MY BEST                        FRiEND  PAOLA ON THE PHONE, AND MY MOM WAS iN THE KiTCHEN AND SHE TOLD ME "OH TU SABES QUE TU ABUELA ESTA MUY GRAVE VERDAD?" & AND THAT THRU ME OFF GAURD BECAUSE i KNEW SHE WAS SiCK BUT NOT THAT SiCK, i KNEW THAT SHE COULD BARELY RECOGNiZE PEOPLE .. BUT iM HAPPY THAT WHEN MY DAD WENT TO CUBA LiKE A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO SHE RECOGNiZED HiM. AFTER ONE OF  MY MOM'S FRiENDS CALLED HER SO i WENT OUTSiDE AND i SAW MY DAD CRYiNG SO i KNEW THERE WAS SOMETHiNG WRONG, BECAUSE MY DAD NEVER CRiES; THE LAST TiME i SAW HiM CRY WAS WHEN MY AUNT (HiS SiSTER) DiED = ( .WELL i WENT UP TO HiM AND AND HUGGED HiM AND HE STARTED TO CRY EVEN MORE, THEN i STARTED TO GET TEARY EYED. AND i WAS TELLiNG HiM THAT SHE iS GOiNG TO GET BETTER BECAUSE i THOUGHT SHE WAS ALiVE JUST THAT SHE WAS REALLY SiCK BUT LiTTLE DiD i KNOW MY DAD WAS CRYiNG BECAUSE HE GOT A PHONE CALL FROM CUBA THAT SHE HAD DiED LiKE FiVE MiNUETES AGO. i STARTED TO SCREAM AND CRY ALOT !!!!! i HAVE NEVER CRiED SOO MUCH iN MY LiFE BESiDES MY AUNT DYiNG AND MY GRANDFATHER TOO. i AM REALLY SiCK OF LOSiNG PEOPLE THAT MEAN THE WORLD TO ME = ( . SO BASiCALLY YESTERDAY i DiDNT GO TO SLEEP BECAUSE i WAS UP ALL NiGHT CRYiNG WiTH MY DAD AND TRYiNG TO BE THERE FOR HiM. iT JUST BREAKS MY HEART TO SEE MY DAD / HEROE / BEST FRiEND.... CRY SOO MUCH AND BE HURT.SO NOW iM JUST GOiNG TO PRAY TO GOD THAT HE MAKES ME STRONG SO i WONT CRY iNFRONT OF MY DAD SO HE WiLL BE OKAY, ALSO iM PRAYiNG FOR MY DAD ... i LOVE MY GRANDMA ALOT SHE WAS A GOOD PERSON SO i KNOW SHE iS UP iN HEAVEN LOOKiNG DOWN ON ME AND PROTECTiNG ME AND MY FAMiLY.AND i AM SO THANKFUL FOR HAViNG THE FAMiLY & FRiENDS i HAVE....SO BASiCALLY THAT iS WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY.

R.I.P
                                                                                     ABUELA iDA   MAY 9, 2005

LOVE YA . . .
. . . m O n i c a . . .
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