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Hmm lifes going great ...
Im pretty happy due to the exception of one thing..
A certain friend, or should i call it an ex friend.
as she has said we grew apart..well i wouldn't call it growing apart, i would call it not talking at all.
I have my reasons .
I read her post.. i find it ridiculous that she dares say anyone but herself has changed.
she has changed in every aspect since the day i met her
Shes changed from the friend i used to have, to a person i would never even look twice at.
My intention of my confession to Rodrigo was not to hurt her or make her "look bad infront of VADA"
she did that herself.
if anything i tried to make it sound like a complete accident but like her Fortune said "people will believe as they wish" or somthing along those lines..Pretty ironic huh?
Ever since day 1 of being her friend all ive ever done is been in her defense...but when she manipulated the truth to sound as if what she had done was done for me, really hurt me .
I dont think i had ever felt so upset before in my life, I had become to attached to someone who would never care enough. Just to take herself out of trouble, she blamed me.
too bad i never mentioned to Rodrigo that she said "his dad owns seven jeans, he can afford to lose his board"
As for me being content with my looks and looking in the mirror.
I admit it, My self esteem isnt all that high and so i happen to look in the mirror once ina while ...but whos the one that looks in car reflections to see if her hair looks good.
Im tired of not saying anything and sitting back while people use me.
I am my own person and I dont need anyone to fucking survive.
And so I would really appreciate it if one: she would tell ME straight out what she thinks, insted of posting stupid shit on livejournal...
and Two: keep other people out of it.
mmkay
ill go walk with my friend to class now thanks
Im pretty happy due to the exception of one thing..
A certain friend, or should i call it an ex friend.
as she has said we grew apart..well i wouldn't call it growing apart, i would call it not talking at all.
I have my reasons .
I read her post.. i find it ridiculous that she dares say anyone but herself has changed.
she has changed in every aspect since the day i met her
Shes changed from the friend i used to have, to a person i would never even look twice at.
My intention of my confession to Rodrigo was not to hurt her or make her "look bad infront of VADA"
she did that herself.
if anything i tried to make it sound like a complete accident but like her Fortune said "people will believe as they wish" or somthing along those lines..Pretty ironic huh?
Ever since day 1 of being her friend all ive ever done is been in her defense...but when she manipulated the truth to sound as if what she had done was done for me, really hurt me .
I dont think i had ever felt so upset before in my life, I had become to attached to someone who would never care enough. Just to take herself out of trouble, she blamed me.
too bad i never mentioned to Rodrigo that she said "his dad owns seven jeans, he can afford to lose his board"
As for me being content with my looks and looking in the mirror.
I admit it, My self esteem isnt all that high and so i happen to look in the mirror once ina while ...but whos the one that looks in car reflections to see if her hair looks good.
Im tired of not saying anything and sitting back while people use me.
I am my own person and I dont need anyone to fucking survive.
And so I would really appreciate it if one: she would tell ME straight out what she thinks, insted of posting stupid shit on livejournal...
and Two: keep other people out of it.
mmkay
ill go walk with my friend to class now thanks