May 27, 2010 12:24
yeah there was nothing to be nervous about. there was no plan.
it was a busted up birthday bummer.
i'm not gunna lie, 22 kind of sucks. or at least yesterday did.
no presents, no nothing. (well i did get a sweet pair of boots from tay! but thats it)
and as for last night. dont joke about that kind of thing. unless you were serious.
i'm not gunna lie, i want to be with you forever baby.
i got a happy birthday from my step mom, and i sent her a message thanking her, but would've preferred a call from my dad for the first time in 5 years.. yeah well i guess she made him call. and apparently the man didn't even know what to say.. he left a voice mail and i heard that dumb cunt of a woman in the background telling him what to say. she was a walking talking teleprompter with the volume up to loud. i'm going to call back, but only to say that i'm an adult now and i dont know why i even want him in my life any more. he's made it perfectly clear that he does not and probably will not care. i dont need him in my life, i havent had him in my life for years and i think thats fine.
FUCK FUCK FUCK this one sucked hard. no one should cry on their birthday. even if they want to.