RECAP!
Let's see, so I've lost 2 close friends and my gf all in a month's time period. The similiarities between the 3 is that they are all within 2 years apart in age. They're all between 16 and 18. I think it's a high school immaturity thing...yes I blame myself partially because of the complexities of my nature. I am a bit crazy and tend to go off the deepend and overreact about everything, but what can I say...that's me I guess. I've been like that since the dawn of time...Chelsea's known me for 3 years now...she should realise what kind of person I am and learn to deal with it. Mirian, you too...you've known me for almost a year now and you have some of the same problems as me, you know exactly how I am...and last, but not least Cara...you of all people have no room to talk. You are one of the most insecure, unhappy people I know. EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS...DEAL WITH IT ASSHOLES!!! Just because I've been doing really good for the past 6 months of my life doesn't mean that I may flip out here and there...yes I have bi-polar disorder...no it's not going away...yes I can cope with it better than ever...no I'm not going to be 100% ever, but I am doing much better than I am a year ago. Fucked up shit happened...what am I supposed to say to that? It's okay, and be happy...even someone without bi-polar disorder would get upset if they lost someone really important to them. Yeah, maybe I'm being immature which I don't think I'm being in this case, but I know I am pretty immature, but you 3 need to grow the fuck up in this case...not me. Cara, don't worry about this entry because it doesn't pertain to you nearly as much as the other 2...that's if any of you 3 read it. In conclusion I will no longer be more than aquaintences with someone that is part of the 18 and under club with no exceptions besides Lisa. I might be missing someone, and if I am forgive me, but she's all I can really think of off the top of my head. I don't want immature assholes in my life. Fuck it, I'm out.