Another work rant
So I just came back from work and I'm just very tired and pissed off at how many things I'm getting blamed at.
I was busy working on the Easter Cards and then my boss asked me if I did the inventory for the Red Valentine's Day Cards. I told her no. Then she goes on about how I should have done it and that if I didn't know that I should have asked her. She told me I needed to speak up. That, right there, pissed me off. First of all, I do speak up when I don't understand something. So she is using my shyness as an excuse for this which is totally not true. I simply didn't see those cards. I even told her this. I started with the musical cards that where underneath the red cards. I just thought they were there because it had no room.
Also I didn't pack away the musical cards. The other person that did should have realized this too and should have asked me about them. She and my boss should have looked at the inventory scan thing and click the review button to see whether or not I did them. Of course they didn't think of doing that. So I'm here stuck with the blame and that just pisses me off. Of course I feel like I'm the easy target because I'm that shy stupid sweet girl.
I hate my job. I hate all of my coworkers. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't find another job because I don't want to start all over again. I already worked 5 jobs. I'm really trying to stick this one out until I go to college. I'm trying my fucking best to comply and do want it takes to make her satisfied but obviously nothing is working.
I just like how she gets away with this. We both worked on inventory and packing them away.
I was busy working on the Easter Cards and then my boss asked me if I did the inventory for the Red Valentine's Day Cards. I told her no. Then she goes on about how I should have done it and that if I didn't know that I should have asked her. She told me I needed to speak up. That, right there, pissed me off. First of all, I do speak up when I don't understand something. So she is using my shyness as an excuse for this which is totally not true. I simply didn't see those cards. I even told her this. I started with the musical cards that where underneath the red cards. I just thought they were there because it had no room.
Also I didn't pack away the musical cards. The other person that did should have realized this too and should have asked me about them. She and my boss should have looked at the inventory scan thing and click the review button to see whether or not I did them. Of course they didn't think of doing that. So I'm here stuck with the blame and that just pisses me off. Of course I feel like I'm the easy target because I'm that shy stupid sweet girl.
I hate my job. I hate all of my coworkers. I just don't know what to do anymore. I can't find another job because I don't want to start all over again. I already worked 5 jobs. I'm really trying to stick this one out until I go to college. I'm trying my fucking best to comply and do want it takes to make her satisfied but obviously nothing is working.
I just like how she gets away with this. We both worked on inventory and packing them away.