let this year pass...
Wow, 2003 was going alright...till about the middle of augest, and there are some that agree with me. since that time i have seen terrible things. i have seen long relationships crumble, i have seen sickness, and disease brought upon people, i have seen the passing of good people. life can be difficult but this is retarded. i was even sick with an all time high temp of 103.0, never had i been so high in temp before. i hope for once this terrible year ends, and things brighten up. there have been some good things, like friends, they are good people, and they put up with my shit, and i thank them for it. but this year must come to a close, i actually dread christmas and my birthday, cause they are comming up. i hope they are good. i hope i can find someone to share them with, although that is highly unlikely right now, some day my angel will come. (wow for once i didn't say i hate myself...things must be brightening up...or not)