day too nice to miss..
I fucking love the fall..one of the only times of year where i can go outside to do stuff..seeing that the sun and heat aren't too harsh...i'm gothic not by choice. I've been thinking a lot lately of cutting back my hours at work..i don't know..some nice time to do other stuff would be good. But i don't know how much i need to survive every month yet. I don't know if i'm going to do the Texas thing..i have a notion that i might just end up being the bitch..not too fond of that idea..especially if i'm not even getting paid..what would be the benefit for me? to get to be with the band..a band i know nothing of..heh. Travel would be cool though, even if it is just to Texas. Damn..Brit needs to stop spouting this "maybe Jim will learn something about himself" shit in his journal..its pretty funny because for him being the "older more experienced" person he sure comes to me a lot for advice..ahhh..the knowledge of the white trash florida bitch. I talked to kate some yesterday..it was weird..almost awkward at some moments..but refreshing and wonderful none the less. We both remedied to keep in better contact with each other..she used every opportunity she could to twist my words into some sort of spiteful remark against me and my character. I guess i deserve it in some ways. I don't pay much attention to it because its too be expected..i know things will work out between us eventually with time and more communication. I need to reboot my comp with windows 98..fucking scanner won't work...fuck fuck fuck i hate this thing sometimes..Louis and Gina are starting school soon..i think i might be last off the boat onto the shore....