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Yay for emotional unstability. It gets you out of school.
Mmkay, yeah. This morning, and last night, I had breakdowns. Last night, I decided to sleep with my Mom's nightgown, and I could not handle it - so I just like, cried nonstop until 4 am.
And then when I woke up, I cried some more. My dad felt bad, because It was a) the first time I had cried infront of him in a long time, and b) it was the first time I actually CRIED about my mom in almost a year. And then he said he wanted to know what else was wrong, so I just flat out told him the people at my school depressed me. It's not that they're particularily mean anymore, they just depress the fuck out of me. Second thing I said was how I was constantly pissed off that I get to see my best friend every weekend or two, and I get to talk to him like, 2 or three times a week - on MSN, at that. So, my Dad let me stay home.
I read the entire 'Memoirs of a Geisha', today. 463 pages.
I wanted to call Logan last night so badly and talk to him, because I don't know why, I just have missed him more lately. But It was like, 1 am. And his parents would have killed me. Yeah. So, he'd better be on MSN tonight, because I will scream, considering I haven't talked to him in 4 days, I think I have some form of seperation anxiety.
It's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Lawve From,
Your Favourite Scene Bitch =] <3
[Ph34r M3]
Mmkay, yeah. This morning, and last night, I had breakdowns. Last night, I decided to sleep with my Mom's nightgown, and I could not handle it - so I just like, cried nonstop until 4 am.
And then when I woke up, I cried some more. My dad felt bad, because It was a) the first time I had cried infront of him in a long time, and b) it was the first time I actually CRIED about my mom in almost a year. And then he said he wanted to know what else was wrong, so I just flat out told him the people at my school depressed me. It's not that they're particularily mean anymore, they just depress the fuck out of me. Second thing I said was how I was constantly pissed off that I get to see my best friend every weekend or two, and I get to talk to him like, 2 or three times a week - on MSN, at that. So, my Dad let me stay home.
I read the entire 'Memoirs of a Geisha', today. 463 pages.
I wanted to call Logan last night so badly and talk to him, because I don't know why, I just have missed him more lately. But It was like, 1 am. And his parents would have killed me. Yeah. So, he'd better be on MSN tonight, because I will scream, considering I haven't talked to him in 4 days, I think I have some form of seperation anxiety.
It's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
Lawve From,
Your Favourite Scene Bitch =] <3
[Ph34r M3]