My crazy female problem issues are making me feel like I want to have a total breakdown.
My crazy female problem issues are making me feel like I want to have a total breakdown.From very very bad cramps to going from one month half bleeding to death to hardly bleeding anything.
This will be a long post but I'm so frustrated I need to vent!
I'm so angry at my own body and to make things more enjoyable,the new doc/nurse I found here in Austin that I just starting going to quit working at the Ben White Clinic.So I have to start all over again with that crap.And they were all confused enough as it is, because the first time I went to see the doc that I liked the place was so busy they asked if I'd be ok with seeing another doc.I said ok because I needed med refills which me seeing that doc caused total confusion.But I finally got to go to the doc I originally wanted and she was super nice.Now I will have to see a new doc which I'm sure will cause further confusion I always assumed that when I got insurance things wouldn't be such a shuffle,I was wrong.Last time I she the doc I liked I told her I was having bad bad cramps *I'm again to the point of where I can't leave the house when I'm on my period because of the pain ect* , and that I know my hormones are likely off *I have pcos,google it* and endometriosis,and that I haven't had blood work for my hormones in over 2 maybe 3 years and same for blood test to check my INSULIN RESISTANCE.I'm insulin resistant because of the PCOS but not diabetic.Or at least I wasn't.This is also a cause of GREAT confusing for some of the doc's.Anyhoo I told the doc I likely really really needed all that checked because it hasn't been checked in 3 years.She told me to have the Gyno check it that way since PCOS is a female problem she can monitor it along with the female problems.So I GO TO THE GYNO and tell her this.The Gyno is super nice and I really like her.But she was saying I don't need hormone test because I don't want kids and you only need to worry about that if you want to try and have kids?Never mind the fact I have the fucking testosterone of Glenn Fucking Danzig.Y'all know what I do during the day?I lift my BOYFRIENDS weights,the big hand weights,I do this so I don't run around punching people.And the gyno told me I have to have my Doctor test my insulin since she is more of a gyno specialist and it would be better for my main doc to do that.Which is fine I can understand the gyno is for your lady bits and doesn't deal with stuff like insulin,and like I said I like her she's nice.But for God's sakes people I haven't had a insulin test in 3 years I need SOMEBODY to test it and test it NOW.I have been noticing that sometimes I get dizzy if I eat sugar and I'd like to make sure I'm not about to have some insulin wig out.The gyno also told me that the Birth Control pills I'm on are still about the strongest you can get *I don't make allot/hardly any lady hormones* so I have to have pretty strong BC pills.I also told her I'm not enjoying having 2 periods a month most months.And she said that the birth control pills should be taking care of all of that.Well they don't seem to be DO THEY!So I have to go for a ultra and intra sound so they can leer at my ovaries in case I have cyst that are causing me issues,I told her about me having surgery for the endo mess.So I have to likely also go for a test for them to grab a piece of endo tissue just to make sure it's not something like cancer.I don't even know how they take that out,if they go in vaginally or I have to have a damn lapscope shoves into through my skin and fat again.And it pisses me off because I want to yell "it's not Goddamn cancer and why will you do ever other test in the book and not look at my fucking hormones and insulin.The ONLY reason I will even go along with that kind of thing is it's better safe then sorry but I know It's hormone and maybe cyst issues and since I have periods on and off I will usually ask them if they can test my hormones to make sure it's not early menopause.To which they will not even slightly even THINK to entertain that because I'm "to young".I'm 34 years old and that is why it's called EARLY MENOPAUSE you stupid shits!This is why for awhile I was going SIX hours back to Louisiana to see my usually doc because this crap always happens when you see new doc's.That and the assumption that even if you are bleeding from your eyeballs if you say ANYTHING hurts,well you look weird you HAVE to be a drug seeker.
This will be a long post but I'm so frustrated I need to vent!
I'm so angry at my own body and to make things more enjoyable,the new doc/nurse I found here in Austin that I just starting going to quit working at the Ben White Clinic.So I have to start all over again with that crap.And they were all confused enough as it is, because the first time I went to see the doc that I liked the place was so busy they asked if I'd be ok with seeing another doc.I said ok because I needed med refills which me seeing that doc caused total confusion.But I finally got to go to the doc I originally wanted and she was super nice.Now I will have to see a new doc which I'm sure will cause further confusion I always assumed that when I got insurance things wouldn't be such a shuffle,I was wrong.Last time I she the doc I liked I told her I was having bad bad cramps *I'm again to the point of where I can't leave the house when I'm on my period because of the pain ect* , and that I know my hormones are likely off *I have pcos,google it* and endometriosis,and that I haven't had blood work for my hormones in over 2 maybe 3 years and same for blood test to check my INSULIN RESISTANCE.I'm insulin resistant because of the PCOS but not diabetic.Or at least I wasn't.This is also a cause of GREAT confusing for some of the doc's.Anyhoo I told the doc I likely really really needed all that checked because it hasn't been checked in 3 years.She told me to have the Gyno check it that way since PCOS is a female problem she can monitor it along with the female problems.So I GO TO THE GYNO and tell her this.The Gyno is super nice and I really like her.But she was saying I don't need hormone test because I don't want kids and you only need to worry about that if you want to try and have kids?Never mind the fact I have the fucking testosterone of Glenn Fucking Danzig.Y'all know what I do during the day?I lift my BOYFRIENDS weights,the big hand weights,I do this so I don't run around punching people.And the gyno told me I have to have my Doctor test my insulin since she is more of a gyno specialist and it would be better for my main doc to do that.Which is fine I can understand the gyno is for your lady bits and doesn't deal with stuff like insulin,and like I said I like her she's nice.But for God's sakes people I haven't had a insulin test in 3 years I need SOMEBODY to test it and test it NOW.I have been noticing that sometimes I get dizzy if I eat sugar and I'd like to make sure I'm not about to have some insulin wig out.The gyno also told me that the Birth Control pills I'm on are still about the strongest you can get *I don't make allot/hardly any lady hormones* so I have to have pretty strong BC pills.I also told her I'm not enjoying having 2 periods a month most months.And she said that the birth control pills should be taking care of all of that.Well they don't seem to be DO THEY!So I have to go for a ultra and intra sound so they can leer at my ovaries in case I have cyst that are causing me issues,I told her about me having surgery for the endo mess.So I have to likely also go for a test for them to grab a piece of endo tissue just to make sure it's not something like cancer.I don't even know how they take that out,if they go in vaginally or I have to have a damn lapscope shoves into through my skin and fat again.And it pisses me off because I want to yell "it's not Goddamn cancer and why will you do ever other test in the book and not look at my fucking hormones and insulin.The ONLY reason I will even go along with that kind of thing is it's better safe then sorry but I know It's hormone and maybe cyst issues and since I have periods on and off I will usually ask them if they can test my hormones to make sure it's not early menopause.To which they will not even slightly even THINK to entertain that because I'm "to young".I'm 34 years old and that is why it's called EARLY MENOPAUSE you stupid shits!This is why for awhile I was going SIX hours back to Louisiana to see my usually doc because this crap always happens when you see new doc's.That and the assumption that even if you are bleeding from your eyeballs if you say ANYTHING hurts,well you look weird you HAVE to be a drug seeker.