my bones are slowly cracking

Jan 30, 2005 23:00

i can feel my soul its bleeding
              will you fly with me tonight?



CURRENTS...

Current Dress: pj pants and halifax shirt
Current Makeup: none
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: straylight run
Current Taste: spit
Current Hair: messy bun
Current Annoyance: myself
Current Smell: i cant smell 
Current thing I ought to be doing: sleeping
Current Favorite Artist: i dont have a single one
Current Favorite Group: Senses Fail
Current CD [s] in Stereo: my stero broke
Current DVD In Player: i think lake placid
Current Worry: ....personal
Current Crush: none,im in love
Current Favorite Celebrity: still the same (Julia Roberts)

LAST PERSON...
You talked to: bren
You Hugged: ..bren
Instant messaged: mike
You Yelled At: my brother
You Had A Crush On: brendan 2 years ago
Who Broke Your Heart: ..its not broken yet

FAVORITE(s)...
Food: cheese
Drink: ginger ale
Color: green/black/pink
Album: From the Depths of Dreams
Shoes: converse
Chocolate: huh?
Animal: i like all kinds!
Vegetable: carrots
Fruit: watermelon

ARE YOU...
Understanding: can be
Open-minded: sometimes
Arrogant: 
Insecure: yes
Interesting: i think so
Hungry: no
Friendly: if i like you
Smart: nope
Moody: yes
Childish: i like the word "immature"
Independent: yes
Hard working: if i want to be
Organized: no
Healthy: i dont no im no a f-cken doctor
Emotionally Stable: no
Shy: not at all
Difficult: yes
Attractive: no
Bored Easily: no i tend to live alone in my room with nothing to do
Messy: yes
Thirsty:  yes
Responsible: when i have to be
Obsessed: yes
Angry: yes
Sad:  yes
Happy: no
Trusting:  yes
Ill: yes i have a cold
Talkative: yes
Legal: yes
Original: yes
Different:  i guess so
Unique:  yes
Ignored: yes
Reliable: i try
Content: no
Optimistic: no
Deep thinker: in certian things
Self-disciplined: no
Sleepy: no
Lonely: always

WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
Kill: so many people
Get Really Drunk With: a bunch of people
Tickle: nobody
Look Like: i dont want a face so i cant be judged
Talk To: my dad or grandma

Basics....
:x: name =  Becky
:x: age = sixteen
:x: height =  5'1
:x: shoe size =  7-8
:x: hair color = brownish
:x: length = i dont measure my hair
:x: siblings =  brother

LAST....
:x: movie you rented = little monsters/lybrith/jumanji
:x: movie you bought = i dont no
:x: song you listened to = drowning lessons
:x: cd you listened to = i brought you my bullets, you  brought me your love
:x: person you've called =  bren
:x: person that's called you =  bren
:x: tv show you've watched = real world

DO....
:x: you have a bf or gf = yes!
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yes
:x: you think about suicide = thats to personal
:x: you believe in online dating = no
:x: you want more piercings =  yes
:x: you drink = yes
:x: you do drugs =  personal
:x: you like cleaning = sometimes
:x: you like roller coasters = i love em
:x: you write in cursive or print = print
:x: you carry a donor card = wtf?

FAVORITE....
:x: food =  cheese
:x: song =  Free Fall without a Parachute
:x: thing to do = cuddle with bren
:x: thing to talk about = you!
:x: thing to watch = conflicts
:x: drinks =  ginger ale
:x: clothes = jeans and a tee
:x: movies = pretty woman
:x: holiday = 4th of july/Halloween
:x: new nerdy saying = i dont no

HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a guy = yes
:x: ever been in a fist fight = yes
:x: ever been arrested =  not yet

NUMBER...
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? 
:x: of hearts I have broken? = 
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends? =
:x: of people I consider my enemies? =
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = 
:x: of scars on my body? = 
:x: of things in my past that I regret x=

FAVORITE...
:x: word = f-ck
:x: nickname =  beck
:x: guy name = andrew/austin
:x: girl name = alexis/mazy
:x: eye color =  blue(guys) brown otherwise
:x: flower = white rose
:x: actress =  Julia Roberts
:x: actor = i dk...Adam Sandler?

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty = nope
:x: funny = nope
:x: friendly =  i can be if i like you
:x: amusing =  nope
:x: ugly =  very much so
:x: loveable =  i can be
:x: pessimistic =  yes
:x: optimistic = no
:x: caring = in a way
:x: sweet = if i wanna be
:x: dorky = i guess?

RANDOM -
:x: Spell your first name back wards x: acceber
:x: Where do you live? x: in my room
:x: 4 words that sum you up x: ugly,sad,lonely,angry

+ Known as: Beck/Becky
+ Gender: girl
+ Age:  sixteen
+ Lives in: her room
+ Birthday: 12-25-88
+ Shoe size: 7-8
+ Hair color: brownish
+ Eye color: brown
+ Style: whatever she feels like
+ Fears: cotton-balls

SECTION 2: CURRENTLY...
+ Wearing?: pj pants and halifax shirt
+ Listening to?: mcr
+ Reading?: nothing
+ Located?: her room
+ Chatting with?: brendan
+ Watching?: the computer
+ Should REALLY be doing?: sleeping

SECTION 3: DO YOU...
+ Brush your teeth?: all the time 
+ Have any piercings?: yes
+ Drink?: yep
+ Got a cellphone?: i dont want calls outside my house

SECTION 4: FRIENDS...
+ Who is your best?: i dont have one
+ Who do you hate?:the list can go on forever
+ Who is the shyest?: i dont no..
+ Who laughs the most?: me?
+ Who have you known the longest?: Hannah
+ Who have you known the shortest?: ...i dfk
+ Do you hang out with the opposite sex: i hate girls
+ Do you trust your friends?: not really

SECTION 5: THE LAST PERSON YOU...
+ IMed?: mike
+ Talked to on the phone?: brendan
+Yelled at?: my brother
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