shit crap fuck
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
sorry my internet and aim have been screwing up
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
ok so whats with the "well you dont care about me or my life??????"
Broken Distortment says:
huh
Broken Distortment says:
oh hey
Broken Distortment says:
umm
Broken Distortment says:
i dont care about your life, its yours not mine so...i gave matt your number
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
bullshit..... you do care about my life you just want to protect me but yet not smother me
Broken Distortment says:
yeah..
Broken Distortment says:
thats a good way to put it
Broken Distortment says:
i do care..
Broken Distortment says:
thats exactly it
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
you've become alot like my sis
Broken Distortment says:
u said it perfect
Broken Distortment says:
im sorry i just dont want to loose you again
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
well........ just talk things out and not say i gotta tell ya something and then say nvm it doesnt matter
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
(nothing has happened like that i was just saying)
Broken Distortment says:
ok..
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by the way
Broken Distortment says:
i got my license today
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
sweet
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i getting mine tomorrow
Broken Distortment says:
yeah..
Broken Distortment says:
nice
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
aint it though
Broken Distortment says:
good luck
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
thanks
Broken Distortment says:
study hard
Broken Distortment says:
lol
Broken Distortment says:
its not how u think it would b
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
ok but about how i was brought between you and matt........ just how was a brought up.... i want to know beggining to finish time of day when you started talking to his brother etc.... (sorry i like to know details)
Broken Distortment says:
yeah i know
Broken Distortment says:
well
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it all started
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i was walkin down the hall and he stopped me and told me he seen someone i knew
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he sayed " shes about this high, blach hair and her eyes go " and he twitched his fingers around
Broken Distortment says:
black*
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol great description *yells "DARK RED"*
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
ok.......... anything more?
Broken Distortment says:
can i have a pic and her phone number
Broken Distortment says:
and i got all pissed off because he had already taken one girl i like away from me and then i knew then he wanted you as well
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
did you show it?
Broken Distortment says:
i did
Broken Distortment says:
i snapped on him
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but y`know
Broken Distortment says:
that mornin i was talkin to his bro killian
Broken Distortment says:
and like
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he said somthin bout him and his girlfriend hookin back up
Broken Distortment says:
so i was gettin kinda pissed..
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and i was like " well looks like ima be single for a long time because the girl i love is like...not interested in me anymore"
Broken Distortment says:
and then it got into details n shit
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how i told him you were all i cared about, how much you meant to me n shit
Broken Distortment says:
and i told him that if matt touched you i would kill him with my bare hands
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
if i wasnt interested i would not be talking to you right now
Broken Distortment says:
......
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
but argue at the end of the story
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
continue
Broken Distortment says:
ok
Broken Distortment says:
..
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
what did killian say
Broken Distortment says:
and like
Broken Distortment says:
he was like well i can see you really feel for her but.....can i help you kill matt? and i told him no its between me and him
Broken Distortment says:
i mean
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
anything else......... like today with the number thing?
Broken Distortment says:
na..
Broken Distortment says:
he was like
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thanks man i wont hurt her ok
Broken Distortment says:
so i just took in a deep breath and nodded
Broken Distortment says:
then
Broken Distortment says:
our friend bradley whipped out a condom and we rolled up a pizza and stuffed it in the condom and sat it on the tray and took it up to the window and left it there
Broken Distortment says:
it was gross
Broken Distortment says:
but so funny if you had seen it
Broken Distortment says:
yesterday we did it with a banana so
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol
Broken Distortment says:
but yeah
Broken Distortment says:
i just love you too much
Broken Distortment says:
i have a hard time letting things go
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
no shit
Broken Distortment says:
so im sorry if i offend you or piss u off in any way
Broken Distortment says:
i dont mean to..
Broken Distortment says:
i just cant control my feelings
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i know
Broken Distortment says:
please forgive me..
Broken Distortment says:
i sincerely appologize
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
im not one for when people ask for forgiveness i mean for me its a no tlaking mutal thing
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
mutual*
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
(i think)
Broken Distortment says:
yeah?
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
yeah
Broken Distortment says:
well your forgiven..
Broken Distortment says:
if needed
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
for what.......????
Broken Distortment says:
because i understand how you feel about this..
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
(god i say it like i did something wrong)
Broken Distortment says:
never mind jeeze
Broken Distortment says:
u said its a mutual thing
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i mean like i didnt do something wrong
Broken Distortment says:
so lol
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol
Broken Distortment says:
o
Broken Distortment says:
well nvm
Broken Distortment says:
but still
Broken Distortment says:
i do appologize..
Broken Distortment says:
its just
Broken Distortment says:
your the 1st and probably last girl i have ever loved like this
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i g2g i got shit to do....
then well i told brandon about patrick being uber jealous and i said i wanted to be happy atleast once this year......... then he said do what you want i cant tell you......... then he signed off and ofcoure me being the stupid mother fucker i am (pathetic lil' weakling) i started crying..... first i fail this fuckin test (which right now seems to be the last of my worries) and now i feel soooooo alone and lost yet so loved????????? god wtf cant i just stay on one fuckin emotion at a time? why cant everyone be happy and get what tehy want i dont even care if i have to die im just tired of seeing everything i do hurt someone (ok thats life i know but lifes a bitch then you die......) unless you find someone special which OBVIOUSLY hasnt happened in my case or just hasnt come to my attention who it is that i know. well there goes another entry wasted on my pathetic life. *sings* am i to lost to be saved........ am i too lost.......
sorry my internet and aim have been screwing up
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
ok so whats with the "well you dont care about me or my life??????"
Broken Distortment says:
huh
Broken Distortment says:
oh hey
Broken Distortment says:
umm
Broken Distortment says:
i dont care about your life, its yours not mine so...i gave matt your number
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
bullshit..... you do care about my life you just want to protect me but yet not smother me
Broken Distortment says:
yeah..
Broken Distortment says:
thats a good way to put it
Broken Distortment says:
i do care..
Broken Distortment says:
thats exactly it
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
you've become alot like my sis
Broken Distortment says:
u said it perfect
Broken Distortment says:
im sorry i just dont want to loose you again
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
well........ just talk things out and not say i gotta tell ya something and then say nvm it doesnt matter
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
(nothing has happened like that i was just saying)
Broken Distortment says:
ok..
Broken Distortment says:
by the way
Broken Distortment says:
i got my license today
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
sweet
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i getting mine tomorrow
Broken Distortment says:
yeah..
Broken Distortment says:
nice
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
aint it though
Broken Distortment says:
good luck
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
thanks
Broken Distortment says:
study hard
Broken Distortment says:
lol
Broken Distortment says:
its not how u think it would b
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
ok but about how i was brought between you and matt........ just how was a brought up.... i want to know beggining to finish time of day when you started talking to his brother etc.... (sorry i like to know details)
Broken Distortment says:
yeah i know
Broken Distortment says:
well
Broken Distortment says:
it all started
Broken Distortment says:
i was walkin down the hall and he stopped me and told me he seen someone i knew
Broken Distortment says:
he sayed " shes about this high, blach hair and her eyes go " and he twitched his fingers around
Broken Distortment says:
black*
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol great description *yells "DARK RED"*
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
ok.......... anything more?
Broken Distortment says:
can i have a pic and her phone number
Broken Distortment says:
and i got all pissed off because he had already taken one girl i like away from me and then i knew then he wanted you as well
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
did you show it?
Broken Distortment says:
i did
Broken Distortment says:
i snapped on him
Broken Distortment says:
but y`know
Broken Distortment says:
that mornin i was talkin to his bro killian
Broken Distortment says:
and like
Broken Distortment says:
he said somthin bout him and his girlfriend hookin back up
Broken Distortment says:
so i was gettin kinda pissed..
Broken Distortment says:
and i was like " well looks like ima be single for a long time because the girl i love is like...not interested in me anymore"
Broken Distortment says:
and then it got into details n shit
Broken Distortment says:
how i told him you were all i cared about, how much you meant to me n shit
Broken Distortment says:
and i told him that if matt touched you i would kill him with my bare hands
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
if i wasnt interested i would not be talking to you right now
Broken Distortment says:
......
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
but argue at the end of the story
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
continue
Broken Distortment says:
ok
Broken Distortment says:
..
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
what did killian say
Broken Distortment says:
and like
Broken Distortment says:
he was like well i can see you really feel for her but.....can i help you kill matt? and i told him no its between me and him
Broken Distortment says:
i mean
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
anything else......... like today with the number thing?
Broken Distortment says:
na..
Broken Distortment says:
he was like
Broken Distortment says:
thanks man i wont hurt her ok
Broken Distortment says:
so i just took in a deep breath and nodded
Broken Distortment says:
then
Broken Distortment says:
our friend bradley whipped out a condom and we rolled up a pizza and stuffed it in the condom and sat it on the tray and took it up to the window and left it there
Broken Distortment says:
it was gross
Broken Distortment says:
but so funny if you had seen it
Broken Distortment says:
yesterday we did it with a banana so
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol
Broken Distortment says:
but yeah
Broken Distortment says:
i just love you too much
Broken Distortment says:
i have a hard time letting things go
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
no shit
Broken Distortment says:
so im sorry if i offend you or piss u off in any way
Broken Distortment says:
i dont mean to..
Broken Distortment says:
i just cant control my feelings
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i know
Broken Distortment says:
please forgive me..
Broken Distortment says:
i sincerely appologize
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
im not one for when people ask for forgiveness i mean for me its a no tlaking mutal thing
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
mutual*
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
(i think)
Broken Distortment says:
yeah?
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
yeah
Broken Distortment says:
well your forgiven..
Broken Distortment says:
if needed
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
for what.......????
Broken Distortment says:
because i understand how you feel about this..
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
(god i say it like i did something wrong)
Broken Distortment says:
never mind jeeze
Broken Distortment says:
u said its a mutual thing
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i mean like i didnt do something wrong
Broken Distortment says:
so lol
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
lol
Broken Distortment says:
o
Broken Distortment says:
well nvm
Broken Distortment says:
but still
Broken Distortment says:
i do appologize..
Broken Distortment says:
its just
Broken Distortment says:
your the 1st and probably last girl i have ever loved like this
the more of them the better i feel the deeper it goes the happier i will be says:
i g2g i got shit to do....
then well i told brandon about patrick being uber jealous and i said i wanted to be happy atleast once this year......... then he said do what you want i cant tell you......... then he signed off and ofcoure me being the stupid mother fucker i am (pathetic lil' weakling) i started crying..... first i fail this fuckin test (which right now seems to be the last of my worries) and now i feel soooooo alone and lost yet so loved????????? god wtf cant i just stay on one fuckin emotion at a time? why cant everyone be happy and get what tehy want i dont even care if i have to die im just tired of seeing everything i do hurt someone (ok thats life i know but lifes a bitch then you die......) unless you find someone special which OBVIOUSLY hasnt happened in my case or just hasnt come to my attention who it is that i know. well there goes another entry wasted on my pathetic life. *sings* am i to lost to be saved........ am i too lost.......