Valentines Day
hm......Valentines Day last year was soooooo much better than this year...i learned the true meaning last year..this year i just wanna die. it was the same thing with goddamn christmas this year. ha. for all the shit that i have done, i wish god would just strike me down as i speak. i drove around for like 2 hours...just drove..and thought...and felt like driving right the fuck off rock crusher hill...that big cliff. yeah it had my name on the ground beneath it. i just know i will never stop thinking of you...and that sucks. for now it does. unless things change someday.