May 12, 2006 20:02
Haven't been on here in AGES!! I can write here and not have anything to worry about. I like it here...hehe
I recently started dating this guy named Brian. It's really fucked up. Cuz I can't seem to find a good boyfriend. I either get a controling asshole, a guy that cheats on me, a guy that just doesn't wanna be with me, or one that uses. So, I'm fucked. Ok, so the story on him is. He's trying to control me. But, it isn't working. He tried telling me who I can and CANNOT talk to. I'm still friends with my exs and so is he. But it's worse if I am cuz he thinks my guy friends or exs still like me and wanna fuck. Which is bullshit. He picks fights about the smallest shit. He's a virgin and doesn't wanna have sex. Which, is cool, you know, whatever. Anyways, the first day he met my brother which was like yesterday. He tried pickin a fight infront of him. Then proceeded to tell my brother that I treat him like shit. That's my fuckin brother...he's not gonna believe his ass! All in all...he's fuckin up and I haven't done a damn thing wrong. I don't see us going out much longer. We've only been together 3 weeks now...and he's fighting with me. What...The.....FUCK?! Anyways. Yeah, I'm done bitchin about that.
I have an ex-girlfriend named Brittany. I haven't seen or talked to her in a long time. And just recently I ran into her at school. Everytime I see this girl...my heart races. She's the only girl that can take my breath away. She's sooo beautiful. I miss the feel of her baby soft skin. I miss running my fingers through her hair while she sleeps on my chest. The cuddling...the feel of her soft pouty lips..EVERYTHING! God...she's wonderful.
Alright, everyone...I'm out