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I have a sexual attraction to men in superior situations. There have been several managers that I have found overwhelmingly attractive in a sexual way. I NEVER follow through, and I never would. But the thoughts going through my head, are if these men were less than honorable in their marriages, and came onto me, I wouldn't refuse. Not because of fear, not because of any job or career interest.... but because something about them draws me in.
There have been several, but starting from my last job... Al. He was my manager, and almost 50. But something about him made me feel as if I was drawn to him.
Matt. He is my superior basically at band. He is the Director. Again... drawn to him. I don't know. Matt is closer to my age.
Chris- My teacher. God I don't know what it is about this man. I thought he was a big douche the first few classes. But, definitely don't now.
This list goes farther on, but these are just three men I have this feeling about now.
Its weird, because I never noticed the connection. Just thought I would share that weird piece of info.
There have been several, but starting from my last job... Al. He was my manager, and almost 50. But something about him made me feel as if I was drawn to him.
Matt. He is my superior basically at band. He is the Director. Again... drawn to him. I don't know. Matt is closer to my age.
Chris- My teacher. God I don't know what it is about this man. I thought he was a big douche the first few classes. But, definitely don't now.
This list goes farther on, but these are just three men I have this feeling about now.
Its weird, because I never noticed the connection. Just thought I would share that weird piece of info.