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So I sort of touched base on this in my last post but I wanted to share with everyone in a less confused dramatic post.
I am married. January 1, 2010 I was married. I enjoyed New Year's Eve with Joe in Pittsburgh, and then we woke up, announced we were married and two of our friends signed the papers. We then proceeded to Pamela's in Oakland for breakfast, where we bought Craig and Tommy breakfast. It was our mini reception.
Last night, I called Joe crying because Elijah has just been a nightmare the past two days and with everything else going on I felt like I couldn't do it. Not without him. He was great though and talked me down and through it. However, Nightmare Elijah continued through the night in which he only got about 5 hours of sleep. It was not fun. Joe has flaws, but he knows how to help me, and that is why I love him. Because he gets me and he loves me. And his nice ass. :-D
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As an odd thing, but I want to sort of document it out. Jim drove past my house on Friday. Jim was an ex of mine, we stopped dating when I was in the 10th grade, so around 2002. I graduated about a year after we broke up but he attended my graduation. I didn't know it till he sent me an email. I was creeped out but thought nothing of it. He began stalking me after that. He would park outside of my parents house at 2AM, call their phone number and hang up after someone answered. He put flowers on my car, and put something on my sister's car thinking it was my new boyfriend's car. I filed harrassment charges against him and he was found guilty. He was ordered not to contact me and he didn't for quite some time. He began sending me emails though. I never instigate him, or egg him on and just delete what he sends without reading. Sometimes though I just read them for a laugh.
Moving back to Harrisburg was hard for me, because I knew he still lived in the area and there was a slight chance of running into him, which freaked me out. I have nightmares about him to this day. He drove past my parent's house in broad daylight. The only reason I saw him was because I was behind him driving to my parent's house to drop off Elijah. Now I feel almost sick about taking Elijah over. As of yet, Jim has never been violent, just creepy. But what if one day he is following me, and he sees Elijah and he just gets devious and cruel. He attacks me, or Elijah, or waits till I drop Elijah off at my parent's and attacks my dad and Elijah. I just don't know what to think. I may be over thinking it, but I just get worried all the time. He was never dangerous, but people who stalk aren't usually the sweetest of the bunch either....
I am married. January 1, 2010 I was married. I enjoyed New Year's Eve with Joe in Pittsburgh, and then we woke up, announced we were married and two of our friends signed the papers. We then proceeded to Pamela's in Oakland for breakfast, where we bought Craig and Tommy breakfast. It was our mini reception.
Last night, I called Joe crying because Elijah has just been a nightmare the past two days and with everything else going on I felt like I couldn't do it. Not without him. He was great though and talked me down and through it. However, Nightmare Elijah continued through the night in which he only got about 5 hours of sleep. It was not fun. Joe has flaws, but he knows how to help me, and that is why I love him. Because he gets me and he loves me. And his nice ass. :-D
(please feel free to skip this next part)
As an odd thing, but I want to sort of document it out. Jim drove past my house on Friday. Jim was an ex of mine, we stopped dating when I was in the 10th grade, so around 2002. I graduated about a year after we broke up but he attended my graduation. I didn't know it till he sent me an email. I was creeped out but thought nothing of it. He began stalking me after that. He would park outside of my parents house at 2AM, call their phone number and hang up after someone answered. He put flowers on my car, and put something on my sister's car thinking it was my new boyfriend's car. I filed harrassment charges against him and he was found guilty. He was ordered not to contact me and he didn't for quite some time. He began sending me emails though. I never instigate him, or egg him on and just delete what he sends without reading. Sometimes though I just read them for a laugh.
Moving back to Harrisburg was hard for me, because I knew he still lived in the area and there was a slight chance of running into him, which freaked me out. I have nightmares about him to this day. He drove past my parent's house in broad daylight. The only reason I saw him was because I was behind him driving to my parent's house to drop off Elijah. Now I feel almost sick about taking Elijah over. As of yet, Jim has never been violent, just creepy. But what if one day he is following me, and he sees Elijah and he just gets devious and cruel. He attacks me, or Elijah, or waits till I drop Elijah off at my parent's and attacks my dad and Elijah. I just don't know what to think. I may be over thinking it, but I just get worried all the time. He was never dangerous, but people who stalk aren't usually the sweetest of the bunch either....