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So much for triumphant returns odds are noone will read this shit but whatever venting could be nice my life is hectic i stay drunk to kill the thoughts it's not working so well anymore i just get worse and worse but play it off like i'm happy i can't fake it anymore i'm miserable i miss HER but what the fuck can i do i know she is better off i suppose i would be a better boyfriend not to bring her back to this someone fucking shoot me