wow

[ugly_stump_boy]

so nin last night
tired
worked all day
but last night was re-dick-u-lous
oh man
my body was absorbed
into the music
my mouth was open
the bass
traveled down my body
awesome
such a great time
best night
thanks tina for the effort
with out you this night would not have been
and gram
you were a riot
as always one of the few
people that I can be totally cools with
ty,
I am so glad you got to experience that
I was kinda feeling bummed
that you might miss the best show
ever
but as alaways
ty perservers.

at work today rich came by
so happy
his jeep no longer thrists for his blood
instead
he now owns the jeep
and it works
so proud of you rick-ard-o
learning how to
dissassemble and
reassemble
a project that big
is commendable
we talked while I was on my break
good conversation
like talking to rich
another solid man
working as a construction worker
stong like russian yak

sorry
thoughts
are spread
thin
like butter
on toast
during war times
and all I can think of
is not going to bed.

feels like
life changed
and wont feel stable
for quite soem time
for a while.
6 weeks
i will be working and going to school
and a few weeks after that
i will be walking on to a plane
to the center of
what we know about the world
one of the richest
places when it comes to
Cultural history
and i will be living
as I please once again
then to malta
then home
then one more year of school
routine
is hard to establish
when all this spreading of time
happens
all at once.
which is good
which is bad
always knowing I am busy
not being a hump
on the couch
but sucky
cause all i am doing
is running from one thing to the next
and the time is slipping
and sleeping
and slipping
and sleeping
away

:D