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good times.
spent all of today with my sister.
good to see the darling girl. me her and robbo went to the zoo. what a great time. we dicked around and found all these entertaining things to do. with a little motivation and creativity things are so amusing. staring at animals seems boring i know, but man the zoo is 100% different when you 23 and not 6. I am like guiding myself through the bes ttimes of my life. and rememebring the fondest memories of the smelly pavilions and the underwater animals. and I was completely not interestest in the australian pavilion. I was all liek I have seen this for reals in aus. the steve urwin zoo is a million times more dangerous and croc-like. and the kangaroo's were nothing compared to my lil peter (he was the dead one). Then met up with tina, had ourselves a wonderous time, and I DROPPED her off and just got back now. BUt the one thing I am realizing that I need to be working,a nd doing something. time off is fun, but being a bum and not doing anything is boring and depressing. the novelty of sleeping in, and haivn no commitment seems to be fun, but the express ticket to bordum. thats why greece is the light, and motivation for this summer. its going to be so refreshign to have a change of scenery. dont get me wrong, I love it here, family, friends, the stability and so on. but the travel bug bit me, and I am totally bustin my balls to go for another trip.
oh and last night i went with amy and robbo tina, and rich plus some of tinas friends down to the beach. pure awesome. love burning things, and love not having anyone telling me that I cant throw shit in the fire. hahaha man it was fun... but these drunk polish guys were haivng at it. yelling 'yoiur family can see my family and I can see your's...' and 'i can fight when I want to fight, but i dont want to fight now... ' yea it was really sloppy. they were shoving and yelling. it sounded like pure husband and brother in law getting wrecked. soi that was amusing and scary. it reminded me of working polish day down at the amphil theater. but a bon fire is always a good tiem.
um what else?
hm. I think ultimately i am still really enjoying my time off. being commited to something is rough (shcool) and these little lapses in life where I get a couple weeks of not running around having to be places, and working, studying, or going to class are a god-send. I should start studying, but I havent put the books down since about a week-ago. so I am just enjoying the good times.
i just love this time of the year. walking around. for no other reason then to breathe the air. liek the smell of wet asphault and the heat of the humid air. soon the scent of lilacks will be here. honestly its the best smell ever. but I am sure there will be some structure forming soon.next month is the school and work. so a couple weeks off is a vacation in itself.
any hoo its 3 and I am sleepy
living a really solid life
ian
spent all of today with my sister.
good to see the darling girl. me her and robbo went to the zoo. what a great time. we dicked around and found all these entertaining things to do. with a little motivation and creativity things are so amusing. staring at animals seems boring i know, but man the zoo is 100% different when you 23 and not 6. I am like guiding myself through the bes ttimes of my life. and rememebring the fondest memories of the smelly pavilions and the underwater animals. and I was completely not interestest in the australian pavilion. I was all liek I have seen this for reals in aus. the steve urwin zoo is a million times more dangerous and croc-like. and the kangaroo's were nothing compared to my lil peter (he was the dead one). Then met up with tina, had ourselves a wonderous time, and I DROPPED her off and just got back now. BUt the one thing I am realizing that I need to be working,a nd doing something. time off is fun, but being a bum and not doing anything is boring and depressing. the novelty of sleeping in, and haivn no commitment seems to be fun, but the express ticket to bordum. thats why greece is the light, and motivation for this summer. its going to be so refreshign to have a change of scenery. dont get me wrong, I love it here, family, friends, the stability and so on. but the travel bug bit me, and I am totally bustin my balls to go for another trip.
oh and last night i went with amy and robbo tina, and rich plus some of tinas friends down to the beach. pure awesome. love burning things, and love not having anyone telling me that I cant throw shit in the fire. hahaha man it was fun... but these drunk polish guys were haivng at it. yelling 'yoiur family can see my family and I can see your's...' and 'i can fight when I want to fight, but i dont want to fight now... ' yea it was really sloppy. they were shoving and yelling. it sounded like pure husband and brother in law getting wrecked. soi that was amusing and scary. it reminded me of working polish day down at the amphil theater. but a bon fire is always a good tiem.
um what else?
hm. I think ultimately i am still really enjoying my time off. being commited to something is rough (shcool) and these little lapses in life where I get a couple weeks of not running around having to be places, and working, studying, or going to class are a god-send. I should start studying, but I havent put the books down since about a week-ago. so I am just enjoying the good times.
i just love this time of the year. walking around. for no other reason then to breathe the air. liek the smell of wet asphault and the heat of the humid air. soon the scent of lilacks will be here. honestly its the best smell ever. but I am sure there will be some structure forming soon.next month is the school and work. so a couple weeks off is a vacation in itself.
any hoo its 3 and I am sleepy
living a really solid life
ian