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My thoughts -
Let's just say that I have a crush. This praticular person is easy to talk to, charming, funny, sweet, and we get along just fine. Honestly, for several reasons I am doubting that it will go any farther than me simply admiring him from afar. I'm not going to mention to anyone whom this person is, but for all intents and purposes: we shall call him Eugene. And all you really know is that this discovery has made me very happy. I've been waiting along time for something good to come along.
Tonight, tonight he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls.
My day -
Today was Olympic day at camp. Frankly, I don't know what to make of that job anymore. I suppose that my newly re-instated happiness, the Harry Potter book, the fact that it's summer, and the shmexy boys to look at are undoubtedly keeping my spirits afloat. There is a little over 5 weeks remaining. I can do it, I know I can - the problem being that I don't necessarily want to.
Sure, the people there are wonderful, sweet, caring, and friendly to boot. But sometimes, I can't help but realise I'm a terrible counsellor. As the days pass I'm feeling more and more exhausted, frazzled, worn-out, regretful.
There is a loop that I'm no longer apart of. That hurts. There are other things that hurt as well. But I'll deal, I have to.
This attention whore is slightly short on attention, but for once she doesn't really mind.
~ Just Me [I miss that.]
Let's just say that I have a crush. This praticular person is easy to talk to, charming, funny, sweet, and we get along just fine. Honestly, for several reasons I am doubting that it will go any farther than me simply admiring him from afar. I'm not going to mention to anyone whom this person is, but for all intents and purposes: we shall call him Eugene. And all you really know is that this discovery has made me very happy. I've been waiting along time for something good to come along.
Tonight, tonight he's gonna get it right
Even losers can get lucky sometimes
All the freaks go on a winning streak
In a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls.
My day -
Today was Olympic day at camp. Frankly, I don't know what to make of that job anymore. I suppose that my newly re-instated happiness, the Harry Potter book, the fact that it's summer, and the shmexy boys to look at are undoubtedly keeping my spirits afloat. There is a little over 5 weeks remaining. I can do it, I know I can - the problem being that I don't necessarily want to.
Sure, the people there are wonderful, sweet, caring, and friendly to boot. But sometimes, I can't help but realise I'm a terrible counsellor. As the days pass I'm feeling more and more exhausted, frazzled, worn-out, regretful.
There is a loop that I'm no longer apart of. That hurts. There are other things that hurt as well. But I'll deal, I have to.
This attention whore is slightly short on attention, but for once she doesn't really mind.
~ Just Me [I miss that.]