Every year in October I get scared of my own reflection.
My birthday is three days before Halloween.
Sometimes on the train ill notice how creepy looking I really am, or how normal looking I am; and then ill just realize thats what I want to know most. How do others view me?
Its sick, really. I examine my friends lips and nose more than their eyes, and walk hunched over looking down at shifts and tilts in the pavement. Im obsessed with looking good, but I hate people of the same nature. I crave power and I long for a companion but I cant seem to come across either.
Something else: I hate women who call other women 'females'. Are we showdogs here?
Im being Goldie Hawn for Halloween. Hopefully its not too cold:
Perhaps a trench coat is in order until we get to the party an then kabaaam... suprise nakedkatie has arrived.