its been a long time shouldnt have left you without a dope beat to step tooo step to freakky freaky!
so its been quite some time since ive updated and i dont remember where i left off. but ive been enjoying the very last bits of my summer lovin in the nekkkid shores of oc boogie boarding down in del mar and eating crabs and lobster by the cove in redondo and laguna. i love it down here, but i also miss la very much. :[
i misss running amuck amuckkkk! with my favorite yunggnnnn and reunions with my lovely dirty south, running into people on campus, and i just miss ucla. ha! i even miss taking notes in class and gettin to ps 135 like 15 mintues early so i can get my favorite seat, first row, two seats to the right of the podium. hahah.
so i still look like a racoon but i havent been in the poool for like 2 weeks now so its slowly starting to fade. this summer totally effed up my skin, i mean last summer it was fine and i still was in the pool just as much! aiyah. i am getting old. i got all these new freckles underneath my eyes and that stinks. i look like a whitewashed asian chick who thinks shes white cuz she has freckles. and that intimidates lil nerdy asian boys of south campus and thats no good cuz as most of you know, im trying this new convert to asian boy thing. boo. so i bought various things from the shiseido sun preventive skincare line and so that was a lot of money indeed. double boo.
plus moving in is a pain in the ass and i miss the dorms ALREADY and i HAVENT EVEN SLEPTS IN MY NEW APT YET! i paid my rent for sept but i havent slept in my apt yet. i moved in some of my stuff but i havent started packing yet either. the things i moved in were things i brought back from the dorms in boxes. and i have to buy a lot of stuff too which is more money and thats way boogers.
our room is tiny but it has the attached bathroom so thats convenient. we can barely fit our beds in, i wanted to get a new desk and everything but now i cant even buy everthing i wanted so thats good in a way i guess. so i think ill use this reallly old old desk i have thats small thats been sitting in our storage room for a long time. oh well. but LIVING WITH YUNG as my lovely roommieee will make up all the crappiness in the apt cuz she is my oodles of joy and she makes me one happy camper. as well as having boners and joyce as apt mates cuz theyre a bunch of fun loving girls and now we have time for so much more memories and drunken rendevous. hands down, you know that crazy weekend is still like top 3 moments of ucla life. dude that weekened was way too crazy.
so ive been spending a lot of money which is not so good. i can tell you that ive spent much more than i should have so yung, feel free to lecture me on why i dont need $300 sunglasses and $36 pair of underwear. i mean, if you look at some catalogs, they have underwear thats like 100 dollars! so 36 isnt THAT bad. i mean im not buying la perla or anything. calvin klein makes such cute underwear i just cant resist. it makes me happy. i think im putting my repressed stress on not being able to show my cute underwear to anyone and turning it into this underwear compulsive disorder. quick! someone find me a cute boy? haha. yeahh righhhhhhhhht. this is coming from a person who takes like half a year to like kiss someone.
i talked to some people i havent talked to in a long long time. and theres a lot of people i sincerely miss a lot right now. i went to stater bros the other day and i never go there, ive been there 2 times my entire life. once 3 years ago with eliot and the second time, the other day with my mom. and it reminded me of eliot and so that made me miss him. and because of eliot, that made me miss joe and ron too. such fun memories, like the time eliots parents went on vacation and left him like $500 for the week and he spent $300 of it on weed and alcohol for like the 6 of us. that was a lot for just us. and then the time when eliot ron and joe left christmas gifts on my doorstep and when i came home that night from my grandmas, i was so touched. i miss them. and i miss krystoe and truck, and i cant list all the reasons why cuz theyre so important in my life. i miss the fv asb kids, the ap kids, and the rest of the fv kids.
i dont know how ive become to neglect such important people in my life. i dont know why i never pick up my phone or just kinda neglect the ims. i dont know what happened to me, i was in a weird sort of trance this year, and ive neglected people who are very special to me. theres a lot of people i think about and i wonder if they ever think about me? like all these people i miss and how i remember these little things about them, do they remember the little silly things about me? i talked to eliot like 3 weeks ago after not talking to him for two years, and talking to him gave me such a warm fuzzzy freshly baked apple pie feeling cuz we were talking about all these little things that we remember. and he was talking about some day i couldnt even remember at first. and what i said and stuff so that was really touching to know that people you think about and remember and are special to you in one way or another do remember you too. oh and i talked to mike the other day and that was good cuz hes my mahhyeeekuhhh in my alltime fobbiness and he makes me smile just cuz.
theres a lot of you i miss dearly and if youre one of those people and youre reading this, just know that i miss you and all the little things about you in my heart. yeah, i sound like a cheesy r&b song but wipe a tear and just tell me you miss me too. haha.
thank you to like the 3 people who i can think of who actually read this.(yung thanh andrew wait, andrew hasnt posted a comment in a longg time so maybe not?) haha. youre my inspiration to keep on writing! haha jk. anyways, if you read till the end, why arigato gojaimas.
<3, marrrcy
i misss running amuck amuckkkk! with my favorite yunggnnnn and reunions with my lovely dirty south, running into people on campus, and i just miss ucla. ha! i even miss taking notes in class and gettin to ps 135 like 15 mintues early so i can get my favorite seat, first row, two seats to the right of the podium. hahah.
so i still look like a racoon but i havent been in the poool for like 2 weeks now so its slowly starting to fade. this summer totally effed up my skin, i mean last summer it was fine and i still was in the pool just as much! aiyah. i am getting old. i got all these new freckles underneath my eyes and that stinks. i look like a whitewashed asian chick who thinks shes white cuz she has freckles. and that intimidates lil nerdy asian boys of south campus and thats no good cuz as most of you know, im trying this new convert to asian boy thing. boo. so i bought various things from the shiseido sun preventive skincare line and so that was a lot of money indeed. double boo.
plus moving in is a pain in the ass and i miss the dorms ALREADY and i HAVENT EVEN SLEPTS IN MY NEW APT YET! i paid my rent for sept but i havent slept in my apt yet. i moved in some of my stuff but i havent started packing yet either. the things i moved in were things i brought back from the dorms in boxes. and i have to buy a lot of stuff too which is more money and thats way boogers.
our room is tiny but it has the attached bathroom so thats convenient. we can barely fit our beds in, i wanted to get a new desk and everything but now i cant even buy everthing i wanted so thats good in a way i guess. so i think ill use this reallly old old desk i have thats small thats been sitting in our storage room for a long time. oh well. but LIVING WITH YUNG as my lovely roommieee will make up all the crappiness in the apt cuz she is my oodles of joy and she makes me one happy camper. as well as having boners and joyce as apt mates cuz theyre a bunch of fun loving girls and now we have time for so much more memories and drunken rendevous. hands down, you know that crazy weekend is still like top 3 moments of ucla life. dude that weekened was way too crazy.
so ive been spending a lot of money which is not so good. i can tell you that ive spent much more than i should have so yung, feel free to lecture me on why i dont need $300 sunglasses and $36 pair of underwear. i mean, if you look at some catalogs, they have underwear thats like 100 dollars! so 36 isnt THAT bad. i mean im not buying la perla or anything. calvin klein makes such cute underwear i just cant resist. it makes me happy. i think im putting my repressed stress on not being able to show my cute underwear to anyone and turning it into this underwear compulsive disorder. quick! someone find me a cute boy? haha. yeahh righhhhhhhhht. this is coming from a person who takes like half a year to like kiss someone.
i talked to some people i havent talked to in a long long time. and theres a lot of people i sincerely miss a lot right now. i went to stater bros the other day and i never go there, ive been there 2 times my entire life. once 3 years ago with eliot and the second time, the other day with my mom. and it reminded me of eliot and so that made me miss him. and because of eliot, that made me miss joe and ron too. such fun memories, like the time eliots parents went on vacation and left him like $500 for the week and he spent $300 of it on weed and alcohol for like the 6 of us. that was a lot for just us. and then the time when eliot ron and joe left christmas gifts on my doorstep and when i came home that night from my grandmas, i was so touched. i miss them. and i miss krystoe and truck, and i cant list all the reasons why cuz theyre so important in my life. i miss the fv asb kids, the ap kids, and the rest of the fv kids.
i dont know how ive become to neglect such important people in my life. i dont know why i never pick up my phone or just kinda neglect the ims. i dont know what happened to me, i was in a weird sort of trance this year, and ive neglected people who are very special to me. theres a lot of people i think about and i wonder if they ever think about me? like all these people i miss and how i remember these little things about them, do they remember the little silly things about me? i talked to eliot like 3 weeks ago after not talking to him for two years, and talking to him gave me such a warm fuzzzy freshly baked apple pie feeling cuz we were talking about all these little things that we remember. and he was talking about some day i couldnt even remember at first. and what i said and stuff so that was really touching to know that people you think about and remember and are special to you in one way or another do remember you too. oh and i talked to mike the other day and that was good cuz hes my mahhyeeekuhhh in my alltime fobbiness and he makes me smile just cuz.
theres a lot of you i miss dearly and if youre one of those people and youre reading this, just know that i miss you and all the little things about you in my heart. yeah, i sound like a cheesy r&b song but wipe a tear and just tell me you miss me too. haha.
thank you to like the 3 people who i can think of who actually read this.(yung thanh andrew wait, andrew hasnt posted a comment in a longg time so maybe not?) haha. youre my inspiration to keep on writing! haha jk. anyways, if you read till the end, why arigato gojaimas.
<3, marrrcy