today is September 11th ... a year ago exactly today ... it was one of the loveliest day in my life but as today; nothing I am sure will be as a year ago
this is one of the drama in my life ... up and down and up and don't know where it will go from here ... I don't like to make future plans too way ahead of me ... nothing stays forever and nothing is certain in life ... love can come and go like a blink of your eyes or something may go from bad to good in a second
I learn to enjoy the ride of the dramas in my life ... like a good friend always told me ... I'm a drama-prone person ... nothing will be worth living without a drama for me
and I never ask for one ... all I want is a normal life but what do I get? a roller-coaster ride of emotions and dramas ... do I regret it? nope ... I guess without them all ... I won't be as drama princess *or queen* as I am now
but still I hate being such a crybaby sometimes ... that I still can't tackle well even after 30+ years of living