when sooner or later it's over ...
'and I don't want the world to see me
cause I don't think that they'd understand
when everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
and you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
or the moments of truth in your lies
when everything feels like the movies
yeah you bleed just to know you're alive'
who am I today? I surely don't know ... friends call & ask me how I feel ... I say ... I'm doing just fine ... it's just me being me ... all drama princess ... I'm gonna get better one day just not today ... I'm not a lamp that you can switch on & off within three months ... easy to say than done and this is me I'm dealing with ... I know how deep I've fallen and crushed ... so I leave it all to God's hands to help me heal & I know He will heal me ... no one can help me ... not even myself